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its been some time since good old mimsi's actually spilled a drop of her heart out on lj...
i dont know if i'm ready to give it a go yet..but i'll tell everyone whats up.
schools been absolutely fabulous (100 % sarcasm). im wait listed on hudson...who the fuck gets wait listed for a school they already belong to. whatever...we'll see what goes down. i cant help being such a fuck up. its been a fucking fun past two years though..seriously. might go to solomon shechtar (dont know how to spell it)...my moms got rabbi connections. which means school with talie yoni and jade. awesome?
ps- ms nueman should puke and die.
moving right along---
i really miss camp. i miss everything about it...the fact that its during summer makes it so much better. everything is so perfect. even the retarded boy drama that makes the girlies cry...they like crying, they like that that's the reason theyre crying..becasue its over a guy. not because its over school. its nice. speaking of camp and guys..i really miss our camp guys. i see my jewettes way more than the guys and i just feel like its so fucking easy to lose touch with them. especially eyal and josh. i feel like i got so close with them over the summer..even though i didnt really have as much chat with them as i wouldve wanted..something just crossed the line where im so fiercly comfortable with them and feel like i can say anything or just not say anything at all. and now that there's no place forcing us to stay together, i feel like its just a *summer thing* and we cant have that care-free feeling about everyhting during the winter..we can still i.m eachother saying i miss you or i love you..but its just a security check (for me).
and everyone changes during the winter, its the time where maturity comes back and grows more every year. and it sucks. and i hate it. because everyones personality changes in such a weird way...like they like certain things they never used to like and talk to people in a completely different way. akjldjdkasd.
well... eyal and josh (and dan, nadav, everyone)..i love you, and i want to hang out more. but we probably wont. so go for 6 weeks this summer.
now that thats been established---
im going to florida with talie during the -mid winter break-.
florida. florida geezers. grandmas home-made matzo ball soup. talie= best mid winter break ever.
i feel bad that i cant just take everyone..even though my grandma is superwoman..i dont think she could handle it. i want to get a tan and i want the place we're staying at not to be deserted. i have a very strong feeling there will be journeys that last for hours..searching for more youth victims (preferably seth look a likes?). good.
and.
i cant wait till spring break. italy. pool. italy guys. sorbet.chloe= best spring break ever.
i want to get another tan. i want my mom to be civilized on the trip. im scared to get my belly button pierced. and im one of few who dont live for fear..you like my pussiness..
im out..pictures *maybe* never?
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i dont know if i'm ready to give it a go yet..but i'll tell everyone whats up.
schools been absolutely fabulous (100 % sarcasm). im wait listed on hudson...who the fuck gets wait listed for a school they already belong to. whatever...we'll see what goes down. i cant help being such a fuck up. its been a fucking fun past two years though..seriously. might go to solomon shechtar (dont know how to spell it)...my moms got rabbi connections. which means school with talie yoni and jade. awesome?
ps- ms nueman should puke and die.
moving right along---
i really miss camp. i miss everything about it...the fact that its during summer makes it so much better. everything is so perfect. even the retarded boy drama that makes the girlies cry...they like crying, they like that that's the reason theyre crying..becasue its over a guy. not because its over school. its nice. speaking of camp and guys..i really miss our camp guys. i see my jewettes way more than the guys and i just feel like its so fucking easy to lose touch with them. especially eyal and josh. i feel like i got so close with them over the summer..even though i didnt really have as much chat with them as i wouldve wanted..something just crossed the line where im so fiercly comfortable with them and feel like i can say anything or just not say anything at all. and now that there's no place forcing us to stay together, i feel like its just a *summer thing* and we cant have that care-free feeling about everyhting during the winter..we can still i.m eachother saying i miss you or i love you..but its just a security check (for me).
and everyone changes during the winter, its the time where maturity comes back and grows more every year. and it sucks. and i hate it. because everyones personality changes in such a weird way...like they like certain things they never used to like and talk to people in a completely different way. akjldjdkasd.
well... eyal and josh (and dan, nadav, everyone)..i love you, and i want to hang out more. but we probably wont. so go for 6 weeks this summer.
now that thats been established---
im going to florida with talie during the -mid winter break-.
florida. florida geezers. grandmas home-made matzo ball soup. talie= best mid winter break ever.
i feel bad that i cant just take everyone..even though my grandma is superwoman..i dont think she could handle it. i want to get a tan and i want the place we're staying at not to be deserted. i have a very strong feeling there will be journeys that last for hours..searching for more youth victims (preferably seth look a likes?). good.
and.
i cant wait till spring break. italy. pool. italy guys. sorbet.chloe= best spring break ever.
i want to get another tan. i want my mom to be civilized on the trip. im scared to get my belly button pierced. and im one of few who dont live for fear..you like my pussiness..
im out..pictures *maybe* never?
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