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Things have just been really litereally falling apart lately.
Situations are all very scattered and i blame myself for them. I wish I could change things and make it easier. And I hope things do change for the better.
I dont know what i would do with out some of the friendships I have/had. Im sorry is the bottom line of everything. And it is so over said and used and to some people it has lost its complete meaning. I feel bad that is has came to that point, but someone has to believe me when i say im sorry. I have in the past over used im sorry, and i really regret it. Its just thrown around and meant to cover every problem up. But, it really does mean something. I am sorry, for the hurt and the confusion that i put people through. Im sorry, im such a bad friend and im sorry that I have made it come to the point were people dont think that it can never be the same.
Distance. Is hard. we have our own lives. and if things change, great. if that dont, it doesnt mean its over. its just not meant to be at that place and time . Things change people change. and thats just life.
Change. it happenes to everyone and you cant blame people for that. Its part of growing up its scares some people out of there minds but no one can stay the same. Relationships change people, death, school, life in general. People see other people change, but while watching it do you think you yourself change? you do. there feelings towards that person. Weather you are angry at the person for changing or you are changing yourself and you are mad that you are changing or people are telling you "you are changing" . It happens to all of us weather you relieze it or not. it happens.
sorry for that long text entry