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once again the depression kicks in. i fucking hate u. all u do is yell at m. u never have nothing nice to say. u are reason everything is wrong in my life. fuck u, i hate how i try to please. well, i can't. i can only me me. i think it's about time u accepted the fact that u raised a failure. deal with it. someday we will have a great relationship but not now. im too selfish and u are too much of a bitch. im that type of person who respects someone who respects them. u don't fucking respect me.
i have a lot of pain and anger in my heart. it's comes out a few times and those were bad times. i never want to feel the way i felt that day. but someone time i wish everything went according to my plan. i would be peaceful and away from all this shit. im better now tho, but sometimes i just can't take. I still have a lot of work to do. life is so hard sometimes. i hate that the people i love the most cause me the most pain.
i love u all.
i still want u. i need someone to save me form all this madness.
i have a lot of pain and anger in my heart. it's comes out a few times and those were bad times. i never want to feel the way i felt that day. but someone time i wish everything went according to my plan. i would be peaceful and away from all this shit. im better now tho, but sometimes i just can't take. I still have a lot of work to do. life is so hard sometimes. i hate that the people i love the most cause me the most pain.
i love u all.
i still want u. i need someone to save me form all this madness.