Opps I did it again.
Once again I have let myself get too close to someone. And Once again someone has fucked me over. I met this person who I liked very much, I told this person how I felt, they told me all the stuff I wanted to hear in return. Now I find out they cheated on me, and totally lied to me.
FUCK ME. Why do i let people get close to me, I try not to let people get close to. I have walls, and defense mechinisims. See I have push tons of people I love away, Boys, Girls and BEST FRIENDS! :(
But every so often someone is able to sneak under my defenses, and then i say well i should give them a chance, this time its different. FUCK THAT, its never different, its always the same. People are just out for themselfs. BOTTOM LINE. The only one you can depend on in this fucked up world is yourself.
FUCK ME. Why do i let people get close to me, I try not to let people get close to. I have walls, and defense mechinisims. See I have push tons of people I love away, Boys, Girls and BEST FRIENDS! :(
But every so often someone is able to sneak under my defenses, and then i say well i should give them a chance, this time its different. FUCK THAT, its never different, its always the same. People are just out for themselfs. BOTTOM LINE. The only one you can depend on in this fucked up world is yourself.