random blabbings
well yeah life sucks and i dotn know what to do with my self i think
im gonna go stay with trish a few days or something i dotn wanna mooch
off her so yeah a few days is good. shes gonna take me to get a job
this comming week and Rob.D is gonn take me to get my license this week
also im scared i hate driveing i mean i know how but im scared. i feel
that one of my best friends is ignoring me because she has a bf now
and i know that mean more than being my friend, i know it her first real
bf but it would be nice to see her once and a while. i went to a show
with her and stayed the night the whole day sat she stayed in her roon
with hi, which left me to watch tv alone in her living room, its fucken
great and im glad!!!
well on a better note i have been talking to Erik Collins and he has been
talking me through all this,
it sucks alot cause i havent slept in a week
i cant close my eyes without thinking of all the shit going on. i hate it
me and him were talking and he told me to listin to music and it should
help me to sleep but yeah it hasnt worked. i made a cd with the beatles
on it(erik told me to do that) i slept for a while to that, but not long
ive been crying alot due to the lack of sleep and it sucks, i did my make
up today and i still look like shit its funny you have to see me!
so yeah well anyways im done blabbering and im not to sure if any of this
made sence but yeah it all words and they fuck up everything!!!!
im gonna go stay with trish a few days or something i dotn wanna mooch
off her so yeah a few days is good. shes gonna take me to get a job
this comming week and Rob.D is gonn take me to get my license this week
also im scared i hate driveing i mean i know how but im scared. i feel
that one of my best friends is ignoring me because she has a bf now
and i know that mean more than being my friend, i know it her first real
bf but it would be nice to see her once and a while. i went to a show
with her and stayed the night the whole day sat she stayed in her roon
with hi, which left me to watch tv alone in her living room, its fucken
great and im glad!!!
well on a better note i have been talking to Erik Collins and he has been
talking me through all this,
it sucks alot cause i havent slept in a week
i cant close my eyes without thinking of all the shit going on. i hate it
me and him were talking and he told me to listin to music and it should
help me to sleep but yeah it hasnt worked. i made a cd with the beatles
on it(erik told me to do that) i slept for a while to that, but not long
ive been crying alot due to the lack of sleep and it sucks, i did my make
up today and i still look like shit its funny you have to see me!
so yeah well anyways im done blabbering and im not to sure if any of this
made sence but yeah it all words and they fuck up everything!!!!