Jul 07, 2005 13:48
It is amusing how fast someone's life can change. I no longer live with my mom. She and I had some differences that we have not been able to work out and I left the house. She's allowed me to keep my car and phone which I am immensely thankful for. As a matter of fact, no one person has been more of a help in my life than my mom, and I wish she understood that.
I have taken up residence with John, Joel, and Alex at their house and it's been a very smooth and comfortable transition. I am blessed to have such wonderful, welcoming friends in my time of need.
At this point in time I've come a lot closer to God and grown in my spirituality and for that I am quite content. Every difficult decision I have had to make has been so much easier and every situation I have come across has been handled with calm, considered grace these last few weeks.
I owe a lot to my amazing friends.
My one weakness and complaint is that I am lonely, and not in way that I mean to convey that I am without friends, but I am weak in my need for companionship. I hope God has a plan for me. I might even be hoping for a certain plan, but I'll leave you to ponder that one.
Also if everyone could check out my band if you haven't already, please do: www.myspace.com/luxembourgmusic
We've been doing well as a band and as friends. Soon we'll have shirts, stickers, buttons, and quite possibly a CD. All we need is a regular practice schedule and to play a lot of shows.
Now, I really want to know how everyone else is doing.