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its been soo long since ive updated this.
but i have nothing else to do so here goes.
then spring break hit and everything went down the drain.as of right now i have no idea whats going to happen and i have no idea of who im going to be or where im going to be in a week. i dont know what hes gonna say when he comes over and whats even more scary is after he does i dont know if we'll even still talk cause he's my boyfriend and we're barely talking right now. i wish i could just say FUCK IT, and i could just not care and leave just like that. but i caaant and i actually put my whole heart into shit like this. from now on its only half.. i hate this shit more than aaanyyything.
but i have nothing else to do so here goes.
then spring break hit and everything went down the drain.as of right now i have no idea whats going to happen and i have no idea of who im going to be or where im going to be in a week. i dont know what hes gonna say when he comes over and whats even more scary is after he does i dont know if we'll even still talk cause he's my boyfriend and we're barely talking right now. i wish i could just say FUCK IT, and i could just not care and leave just like that. but i caaant and i actually put my whole heart into shit like this. from now on its only half.. i hate this shit more than aaanyyything.