Yeah man..
Man-o-man. I'm not sure what I'm feeling right now, but whatever it is, imma write up a damn storm cuz that's all i feel like doing. So this'll probably be a lil random, but hey, so am i. Anyways. I'm doing good Lauren! This is 2 entrie in a row.. sorta. LoL. Aint yah proud of me?? Haha.
So lately, I've been workin my ass off @ work. Wow. That sounded dumb. But i really have been. So far my summer days have been a lil sum'n like this..
1)Wake up
2)Work out
3)Any chores
4)Hop in the shower
5)Go to work
6)Leave work around 9 sum'n
7)Come home and talk to Curt
8)Think about eVeRyThInG.
9)Try and fall asleep
Gosh. Sounds like fun, huh? Well it aint. But oh well. I'm praying sum'n interesting will happen and my summer will get better. I know LAUREN and I have yet to hang out, but we will. Imma make sure of it. LoL. Lauren and her big butt and me and my big boobs. Haha. We're so cool! ((mmhmmhmm))
You know I can't just leave without talkin a lil about my baby. So it would appear to some people that Curt and I aren't doing so great. Well, lemme clear some things up. Curt and I are good. I've just been a lil frustrated with him always being gone. ((except for the weekends)) I see so many couples come into cici's and i'm like "damn.. i wish curt and i could do that". We only get to do stuff like that on the weekends cause he's gone all week. Even if he's actually in town during the week, I never get to see him. It just really sux. But we are good. I just get lonely sometimes. That's all. And this week just hasn't been the best week. I've felt really distant from him and the more i try not to let it get to me, the more it does. Sometimes your love for someone is so strong, that it makes you weak. That's me with Curt. I love him so much.
Enough with my personal issues. I'm out. But Imma leave you with some lyrics. They fit me all too well right about now. Swalla back.
"Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever"
((Old school Brandy~> "have you ever"))
So lately, I've been workin my ass off @ work. Wow. That sounded dumb. But i really have been. So far my summer days have been a lil sum'n like this..
1)Wake up
2)Work out
3)Any chores
4)Hop in the shower
5)Go to work
6)Leave work around 9 sum'n
7)Come home and talk to Curt
8)Think about eVeRyThInG.
9)Try and fall asleep
Gosh. Sounds like fun, huh? Well it aint. But oh well. I'm praying sum'n interesting will happen and my summer will get better. I know LAUREN and I have yet to hang out, but we will. Imma make sure of it. LoL. Lauren and her big butt and me and my big boobs. Haha. We're so cool! ((mmhmmhmm))
You know I can't just leave without talkin a lil about my baby. So it would appear to some people that Curt and I aren't doing so great. Well, lemme clear some things up. Curt and I are good. I've just been a lil frustrated with him always being gone. ((except for the weekends)) I see so many couples come into cici's and i'm like "damn.. i wish curt and i could do that". We only get to do stuff like that on the weekends cause he's gone all week. Even if he's actually in town during the week, I never get to see him. It just really sux. But we are good. I just get lonely sometimes. That's all. And this week just hasn't been the best week. I've felt really distant from him and the more i try not to let it get to me, the more it does. Sometimes your love for someone is so strong, that it makes you weak. That's me with Curt. I love him so much.
Enough with my personal issues. I'm out. But Imma leave you with some lyrics. They fit me all too well right about now. Swalla back.
"Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever"
((Old school Brandy~> "have you ever"))