so basically, my life is coming together,now i'm starting to see what's important and what's not.
the vacaion did me good i guess, except for crying 6 out of the 10 days that i was on the computer for.
but, it's just me missing mattias so much that i cry.
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i want to have a normal relationship with him, like actually being able to go out with him.
that would be AMAZING.
hopefully, i'll get up enough courage to tell my mom soon.
i want life to be normal again...