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sometimes i just whis... well i am not going into it because he will probably yell at me all over again. sometimes i dont get him and the way he treats me other times i love him. like right now, he freaks out over all the small things. i want to leave but he is lazy i want to play tennis but he is watching tv. if he thinks i want to play frisbee today he is out of his mind. i think some other people are playing, but not me. i feel like shit. my head hurts i want to puke and i just feel nasty. its wayy to fuckin hot in my house and i cant turn on the air. what a bitch. my mom is a tightwad so that means we sweat. fuck sometimes life sucks