I wish you could come back.

[mylonelytears]

I thought about Jimmy last night.It made me sad.But when I got home I thought about the last night I saw him.He picked me up from Erin's and then we went to my house.He laid on the bed while I sat there beside him and scratched his back.It was cute how he giggled when I tickled his sides.Then I laid down beside him and he put his arm around me and held my hand.We laid there together watching South Park.He eventually had to go,so we hugged like we usually did before he left.I didn't want him to let go,and that time I felt like I wasn't the only one holding on.I walked him to his truck,and he said he'd call the next day.That night I didn't know that would be the last time I'd see him.He didn't call the next day.This was on Monday.And I found out Wed. after school what happened.I was so close on Monday night to telling him those three words I had been holding in my heart.I still wish I would have told him.No matter how hard it feels,I always try to remember that night,and all the other times.Jimmy gave me a lot of good memories.I just hope I did a little bit of good for him too.

Anyway.I think I'm spending this week with mom,so I won't be on the computer for a while.