friends come and go...
The start of the new school year is pretty good i guess. I dont really have alot of people that i know in my classes,but thats ok i kinda like the way that is cuz i concentrate a little more.
I've come to notice that i've lost alot of friends. i don't know exactly why but i have. Its not that i dont try to talk to them cuz i do. Someone told me the other day that i spend to much time with my boyfriend and thats all i talk about and thats why none of my friends want to hang out with me or talk to me anymore. I dont agree. i know i know alot of you prob. do but i dont. See the thing is I try. I call people and say hey lets hang out and then they never call me back. I'm not going to sit around my house and do nothing because somebody that dosn't care enough to hold on to a friendship dosnt call back. so i end up at riks which would be why i talk about him so much. because he does every thing with me. Now I am really sorry if this upsets any of you, But i'm done trying I've tryed and tryed again but nobody seems to want to try back. I lost a lot of friends but in the process I've gained back a few of my old ones and made a few new ones here and there. Now if you still want to hold on to our friendship then call ME once and a while stick to our plans and dont just leave me on the back burner. I'll still always be here for you no matter what we could go years with out talking and i would still be here for you to have a shoulder to cry on or someone to laugh with. To all my new friends that may read this you may not know it yet but you will always have place in my heart along with all my other friends lost or not.
I'm always here for anyone that may need my I love you all.
~Brandy~