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well lately things have been wierd between me and my boyfriend _ its like he can do everything and i get bitched at for doing anything! like he can talk to girls that like him cause i dont say no you cant talk to her _ because i trust him to tell me if anything happens _ but everytime i see a guy and hang with them i get 21 questions about it _ i know i fucked up b4 but i've learned my lesson and its been a month and i havent done anything to mess up! it makes me so mad that if i dont tell him i talk to josh that day and he asks me like the next day and i tell him he gets all mad at me and asks what we talk about and i tell him willingly but he doesnt to the same for me.....i dont know if any of this makes since but i'm just very frustrated....i've never had to deal with stuff like this in a relationship....because i care a lot about him and it sux....sometimes i wish i didnt
for example friday nite me and randi and her boyfriend and roy and his girlfriend and kale went to the movies i had NO idea that jamie and derick where going and after the movie my boyfriend pulls me aside and is like so who all went to the movie and i told him he is like well what about derick and all this shit i've never meet the kid b4 in my life i talked to him on myspace and thats it and its like do you seriously think i would cheat on you with someone i dont even kno? wtf it that!
i think thats enough of that for today