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a lot has been going on it seems like the whole world has gone crazy and i am just left on the sideline sitting there watching but unable to do anything. soccer tryouts are coming up on monday and there are so many girls trying out. lately it seems like all my friends have a plan for the future where they want to go who they want to be what they want to and i have no idea what i even want to do this year let alone the rest of my life i just want you all to remember this...
"one day some day you'll miss me
one day someday when i am gone
one day someday you'll miss me
one day when i am gone...
so long i am gone"
-OkGo
if you had choose between a)staying at something that you like and making two peoples lives hard or b)leaving and letting two different people get it who deserve? things are so f-ed up. i feel so alone.