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these circumstances are absolutely killing me.
every time i meet someone new there's something keeping me from ever seeing them.
does god not want me to make new friends? i just don't understand it.
first tom, then josh, and now this. it's getting ridiculous. it almost makes me unwilling to try to meet people. it's obviously never going to amount to anything real.
perfect opportunities missed all the time. i'm just worn out. the emotional stress is unbearable. i miss every one of you and i can't do anything about it.
today i went to the fabric store and bought trim for my senior banquet dress and fabric for my headboard.
every time i meet someone new there's something keeping me from ever seeing them.
does god not want me to make new friends? i just don't understand it.
first tom, then josh, and now this. it's getting ridiculous. it almost makes me unwilling to try to meet people. it's obviously never going to amount to anything real.
perfect opportunities missed all the time. i'm just worn out. the emotional stress is unbearable. i miss every one of you and i can't do anything about it.
today i went to the fabric store and bought trim for my senior banquet dress and fabric for my headboard.