Oct 01, 2007 23:33
Oh man this has been a rollercoaster of a week for me. Sometimes i feel happy sometimes i am sad (a lot of the time), sometimes i think this was the best decision and others i think it was the worst decision ever. I miss my family, my boyfriend, meeting my newphew, and my friends. I have 10 weeks left to be alone :( I know it will get better. I do have some friends here but its still hard because i havent found a really good really close friend yet - someone i can go anywhere and everywhere with. At this point i just tag along or go it alone :-/ You guys should really come visit me ahah so i have something to look forward to.
Anyway, so far i have been to work, class, and around the city. I work for the ACLU and it has been pretty good. I really like everyone that i am working with.
I find it really hard to think about being in DC and not with everyone i love, when i write letters or call i am at a loss for words. Talking to Matt makes me cry after i hang up. I dont know how long this will last. But i freaking hope it goes away soon. It is so hard to be alone. I feel bad for leaving matt too.
Happy birthday matt - on wednesday - i love you baby and i wish i could be there. kiss kiss