such a depressing yet bitter day for myself today....::sigh:: hopefully things will look up...
im so depressed but yet im so angry all at once. first it started off w/ my brother (Shaun) being a total prick to me this morning all morning. then i got to school and it was okay. but then i had to wait AN HOUR for my brother b/c he was a half hour later then he said he would be. then i get home and i call David and he isnt even home. i knew he wouldnt be, and now i have no clue when im going to get to see him. i keep crying and i know the only thing that is going to make it better is to see David, and i dont even know when im going to get to do that. then theres a lot more other shit going on, but i wont get into detail about it. god, this is just not a good day for me. PLUS! it's raining! damn rain. ::sigh:: oh well, i suppose ill go walking around the streets in the rain for a while just to try and clear my head. David if you read this before i see you, im out walking around god knows where, so if you want to come looking for me. i think ill pop some pills before i leave to make things a little better. ::huggies:: <3333333
love to all that care,
<3 Rachel <3
love to all that care,
<3 Rachel <3