She is my Everything
IM so confused in life right now. What do i want? How do i get it? I love how she loves me back, i cannot ask for more, she is everything i have ever wanted, and its mine. I want it all. Every single last breath of hers to be mine. Will she give it to me... i will give her my life. I dont know why but its amazing to know that i have her. Perhaps its her kiss, soft and enchanting, her touch smoth to the finger tips, smile ever so comforting, her eyes in which when i look into them i feel like my world is only a dream, or just everything about this girl. I was telling myself that Ashley is my GIRLFRIEND and the feeling i had was overwhelming. I wanted her in my arms so badly then and still do. That will not change. this past weekend as i was lying on her i never felt more safe then in that moment. I wont let it.. no matter what happens. I LOVE HER!
My life is confused and disconnected from reality
my life is in my mind trips... autism is the name of the game
my trip might be sounds you don't even hear
my trip might be myself, nightmaring
my trip might be lights or colors shining in my side sight
my trip might be like nothing you know...
I wish you could know my world, sorry world
I might live in this world and yours
keeping my pain secret.
I need not worry. I need not fear.
Each day I am more aware of your world.
I look for change.
I look for truth and love and my world to fade.
I look for my world to change.
My life is confused and disconnected from reality
my life is in my mind trips... autism is the name of the game
my trip might be sounds you don't even hear
my trip might be myself, nightmaring
my trip might be lights or colors shining in my side sight
my trip might be like nothing you know...
I wish you could know my world, sorry world
I might live in this world and yours
keeping my pain secret.
I need not worry. I need not fear.
Each day I am more aware of your world.
I look for change.
I look for truth and love and my world to fade.
I look for my world to change.