Aug 03, 2004 22:27
hey how is everyone...im just peachy. haha ya right... ive beasically had a busy, awful day and i kinda need to vent and i kno no one wants to here it...but i have to soo here goes..
this morning was no big deal..i woke up and went to the daycare as normal..may i remind u i thought today was going to be smooth sailing...i made exactly 42 peanut butter and grape/strawberry samdwhiches for yes the makeup feild trip that was supposed to happen last week haha..it rained just in case u forgot. anyway...i then cleaned windows...which wasnt that bad exept some of the windows were really diry and desgusting ..not the most fun job in the world. at 1230 i left for my tutoring seesion in the green. that wasnt soo bad..i then waited till my mom came and got me right in front of the church.this is where is went downhill....sean im sry for putting this in ...i love u but im depreesed and i need to let it all out. i was going to a party w/ sean that night..and all was good untill sean stormed out the backdoor and waived me off when i went outside to see what was wrong...that made me feel a lil low...but i kno he was mad. then hell pretty much broke lose...and i love u all and i woudnt do anything to hurt any of u and i care about u all sooo much but i hate to see families fight and it made me sad..i see it alot and i hate seeing it even tho i have no place in saying what should happen in a family and i kno im out of place...i just dont like seeing it..and yes i love u all. but there is nothing i could do considering i was there. anyway... after alot of stuff happened..me and sean went to the party..and yes sean im sad about the fight and im sad that i wont get to see u for like 2 and a half weeks straight because u decided to go to warped tour but i love u soo much soo yes i want u to go =( even tho it makes me sad..anyway i want u to be happy and i kno that will sooo yes i want u to go..
anyway i had fun at the party..i will admit i was a lil depressed because of everything but i was ok.. and i had some fun. we did sparkler contests and i had fun w/ that. i love watching it light up and stay on for like 2 min...lol its bright lights..anyway i got picked up at 10..not on my command i didnt really wanna leave for some reasons of my own but i left and then me and my mom got into any argument about me loadidng the dishwasher..i did it but i guess i didnt do it right...bottom line so yes i made a mistake but im a lil tired of all the fighting today sooo i guess ill go before someone gets into a fight w/ me online..haha ill ttyl byezzz
i love u sean!!! sooooo much hunni
love u my friends
kelly