been a while
well...whats up..
whats been up with me-drugs sex n rock n roll hahaha..great huh?
got into a relationship with jon where i was really getting into this guy and i had to break up with him (he was cheating)...THAT day i got into a relationship with someone else..justin...n he was a complete ass...broke up with him THAT day i got w/ dustin..eh..nothing really there..broke up..2 days later im with andy..hmm..i guess he was just frontin bout really wanting a girl cuz he didnt treat me like his gf..now its daniel im into (i havent really been single) lol. daniels like someone i can have fun with and love at the same time tho.. i dont love him..but still..haha..i could in the long run..ya know? Woah..me n aaron started talkin again neat huh :-D lol i didnt realize how much i missed talkin to him. sad that i did stop talkin to him:(
but honestly..im sick of dating around,playing games,actually gettin into someone when theyre just thinking of it as a game..its fucked up ya know.all the lies and shit is pissin me off...Im sick of partying honestly..too many people could have died in front of me i swear..It was sad.
Dustin talked to me about him maybe dieing cuz of the diabetes and cancer.and im like "well that's life ,not to be mean or anything."I honestly didnt wanna talk about it because of all the people that have died in my life that i might start thinking about...i didn't want to be brought down.. Ive been too happy lately for that.that may be selfish but shit its better than crying..
i did cry cuz i missed being in "love" no1 has really made me fall in love with them lol...Cold hearted i guess?
well imma find something to do and update later
whats been up with me-drugs sex n rock n roll hahaha..great huh?
got into a relationship with jon where i was really getting into this guy and i had to break up with him (he was cheating)...THAT day i got into a relationship with someone else..justin...n he was a complete ass...broke up with him THAT day i got w/ dustin..eh..nothing really there..broke up..2 days later im with andy..hmm..i guess he was just frontin bout really wanting a girl cuz he didnt treat me like his gf..now its daniel im into (i havent really been single) lol. daniels like someone i can have fun with and love at the same time tho.. i dont love him..but still..haha..i could in the long run..ya know? Woah..me n aaron started talkin again neat huh :-D lol i didnt realize how much i missed talkin to him. sad that i did stop talkin to him:(
but honestly..im sick of dating around,playing games,actually gettin into someone when theyre just thinking of it as a game..its fucked up ya know.all the lies and shit is pissin me off...Im sick of partying honestly..too many people could have died in front of me i swear..It was sad.
Dustin talked to me about him maybe dieing cuz of the diabetes and cancer.and im like "well that's life ,not to be mean or anything."I honestly didnt wanna talk about it because of all the people that have died in my life that i might start thinking about...i didn't want to be brought down.. Ive been too happy lately for that.that may be selfish but shit its better than crying..
i did cry cuz i missed being in "love" no1 has really made me fall in love with them lol...Cold hearted i guess?
well imma find something to do and update later