the human race
so work has been bugging me a lot the past couple of days.
people are so inconsiderate and rude.
one guy yesterday comes to my line and checks out the spanish lady that bought cigarettes.
when he notices that i caught him in the act he says "i'm only human i had to look"
and what was my response? ...."she had a mustache"
i feel bad when i'm mean to people but honestly my kindness can only go so far.
when creepy men ask me for my number as i am handing them their receipt or try to be my best friend as i ring in their condoms so they don't feel so awkward while making sex jokes to me i just snap.
i'm getting so tired of the sketchy old men buying the flippin xl condom box and when i say "have a good night" they hold the box up to me and say "oh i will"
come on. i mean it is obvious i know what they are doing that nigiht but they don't have to be scummy.
then jeez today we ran out of big bags and this old man flipped out on me to the extent where he personally attacked me (verbally, of course). i started to actually get teary eyed and sniffled a couple of times. i mean i feel stupid for saying that but this man was so freakin harsh over a damn bag. like you just bought toilet paper take it to your car and shut your mouth its not the end of the world. what were you going to do with the plastic bag anyway? throw it out and it would eventually end up outside thus causing some type of bird or animal to get caught in it.
i mean people are so caught up in caring about themselves and their wants and needs that they dont even realize who they hurt and what they say as theyre whining.
sometimes it just shocks me that people are actually like that.
when i go shopping in stores i might not be the best customer but i accept whatever i am told.
so yeah, the live 8 thing i thoguht was sort of funny.
it goes back to that whole arrogance thing that i always talk about.
i mean it doesn't quite make sense. as far as i know the concerts were free? ...and it was an awarness about Africa...well, what did that prove? i'm not sure exactly. it seems more like a celebration than an awareness. i dont get it. shouldnt there have been money raised. people know that Africa and other countries are not exactly as well off as others are. so why did we have to become aware of this through some huge concert.
enough of that.
4th of july? didn't feel like it. felt like any other monday.
at first it sucked but it got awesome at the end of the night. i worked 8-2 and i pulled off the best stunt known to man. went on break at 11:30, came home, showered, went back to work. sooo smoooth.
after work i headed to topsfield to go to my cousins house for a bbq. alessandro is the cutest cousin everrrrrrrr. he's got the best italian tan ever. he speaks 3 dif languages and plays soccer better than any 1 year old i know.
after that i got a ride home wiht my sister and i slept for a bit and then went to visit mo at work.
she got out at 10 and then we met up with rob, pat, nam, sal, and raks. super duper fun starts happening. i lit some little firework things and such and then we went off to st. marys where we hiked in the boonies to light a bonfire. best bonfire known to man. i have pictures to prove it!. we saw old caskets and stuff that were just tossed away. freaky.
anyway this is the longest entry everrrrrrrr and no one reads it but i like keeping it to read on my own after.
this summer has been quite a rollercoater ride so far. its soo strange. random events. justin got a cool new car and i drove it! i hit a possum a few nights ago and i am extremely sad about it. luckily he was already dead when i hit him so it wasn't like i initiated his death =(...but i did find out that i am a coon charmer.. me and matt caught a coon. almost.
i miss everyone that i haven't talked to for a while especiallly james!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss that sucker. also i miss my friend raffy who has been missing in action for a bit. me and maura are standing strong though and we are becoming like peas in a pod. but yeah pshh raffy taking trips to random places without me. so unacceptable but nothing i can do about it. i am so ready for water country and six flags and long lines and old bandaids stuck to the ground and skeevy bathrooms that i refuse to walk into...so much yet to come this summer..
p.s. i have the bestest greatest friends and i love them !! even though pat won't go buy me ice cream
people are so inconsiderate and rude.
one guy yesterday comes to my line and checks out the spanish lady that bought cigarettes.
when he notices that i caught him in the act he says "i'm only human i had to look"
and what was my response? ...."she had a mustache"
i feel bad when i'm mean to people but honestly my kindness can only go so far.
when creepy men ask me for my number as i am handing them their receipt or try to be my best friend as i ring in their condoms so they don't feel so awkward while making sex jokes to me i just snap.
i'm getting so tired of the sketchy old men buying the flippin xl condom box and when i say "have a good night" they hold the box up to me and say "oh i will"
come on. i mean it is obvious i know what they are doing that nigiht but they don't have to be scummy.
then jeez today we ran out of big bags and this old man flipped out on me to the extent where he personally attacked me (verbally, of course). i started to actually get teary eyed and sniffled a couple of times. i mean i feel stupid for saying that but this man was so freakin harsh over a damn bag. like you just bought toilet paper take it to your car and shut your mouth its not the end of the world. what were you going to do with the plastic bag anyway? throw it out and it would eventually end up outside thus causing some type of bird or animal to get caught in it.
i mean people are so caught up in caring about themselves and their wants and needs that they dont even realize who they hurt and what they say as theyre whining.
sometimes it just shocks me that people are actually like that.
when i go shopping in stores i might not be the best customer but i accept whatever i am told.
so yeah, the live 8 thing i thoguht was sort of funny.
it goes back to that whole arrogance thing that i always talk about.
i mean it doesn't quite make sense. as far as i know the concerts were free? ...and it was an awarness about Africa...well, what did that prove? i'm not sure exactly. it seems more like a celebration than an awareness. i dont get it. shouldnt there have been money raised. people know that Africa and other countries are not exactly as well off as others are. so why did we have to become aware of this through some huge concert.
enough of that.
4th of july? didn't feel like it. felt like any other monday.
at first it sucked but it got awesome at the end of the night. i worked 8-2 and i pulled off the best stunt known to man. went on break at 11:30, came home, showered, went back to work. sooo smoooth.
after work i headed to topsfield to go to my cousins house for a bbq. alessandro is the cutest cousin everrrrrrrr. he's got the best italian tan ever. he speaks 3 dif languages and plays soccer better than any 1 year old i know.
after that i got a ride home wiht my sister and i slept for a bit and then went to visit mo at work.
she got out at 10 and then we met up with rob, pat, nam, sal, and raks. super duper fun starts happening. i lit some little firework things and such and then we went off to st. marys where we hiked in the boonies to light a bonfire. best bonfire known to man. i have pictures to prove it!. we saw old caskets and stuff that were just tossed away. freaky.
anyway this is the longest entry everrrrrrrr and no one reads it but i like keeping it to read on my own after.
this summer has been quite a rollercoater ride so far. its soo strange. random events. justin got a cool new car and i drove it! i hit a possum a few nights ago and i am extremely sad about it. luckily he was already dead when i hit him so it wasn't like i initiated his death =(...but i did find out that i am a coon charmer.. me and matt caught a coon. almost.
i miss everyone that i haven't talked to for a while especiallly james!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss that sucker. also i miss my friend raffy who has been missing in action for a bit. me and maura are standing strong though and we are becoming like peas in a pod. but yeah pshh raffy taking trips to random places without me. so unacceptable but nothing i can do about it. i am so ready for water country and six flags and long lines and old bandaids stuck to the ground and skeevy bathrooms that i refuse to walk into...so much yet to come this summer..
p.s. i have the bestest greatest friends and i love them !! even though pat won't go buy me ice cream