Feb 13, 2005 18:36
There comes a time, where I need to realize whats going to make me happier, and at this point, I have no clue. I need to organize my life - big time. I dont know how it got so out of control in the first place. I do a lot of thinking now, more than ever. Anyways..Tomorrow is <3 Valentines Day <3 ....I hope its good. I want to spend it with someone so special <3 I was thinking about skipping school tomorrow but now Im not so sure. I had to miss a class last week because of something very important, and now I just dont want to miss anymore -- for no reason.
I've started tanning for florida! Im too excited. Only a month away...seems like forever, but its gonna come so quick, and then what will I have to look foward to.
My cousin is getting married, and I found out that Im defintely going to be in the wedding..man Im pumped.
Ya know when you go somewhere every single day ....it just becomes a comfort to be there. I love every minute that Im there. Its gonna be strange if I dont go and see you one day ...I guess that should tell you something.
I dont like people to feel like Im not sincere. Im sincere in every single thing I say and do.
Anyways...I think Im going somewhere ...so I feel like I should be getting ready.