This is it....
OK. So after my big dicovery last night, I realized that I need a restart. And I know that making another journal and starting there is not going to be the only solution or help at all but it will make me feel better. All this one is is whining and complaining and I'm done with that. I'm going to do it once in a while in the other one I'm sure but it's not going to be all about him.
So this is my last entry for this journal. The end of the book. Whatever happens with him happens and I'm sure the other journal will let you know. lol. I love you all and thanks for listening to me bitch in this one. But my life has to go back to being me for real. Yeah I'm emotional and crazy and irrational and talk way too damn much... that's me. And I'm good with that. It's the constant my life sucks that I can't stand because I don't know who the fuck that girl is. I'm... someone else and I don't like it.
So find me and read up... it's not like my life is over... it's just starting over. lol.
It's the first day of the rest of my life... just like every other day....
So this is my last entry for this journal. The end of the book. Whatever happens with him happens and I'm sure the other journal will let you know. lol. I love you all and thanks for listening to me bitch in this one. But my life has to go back to being me for real. Yeah I'm emotional and crazy and irrational and talk way too damn much... that's me. And I'm good with that. It's the constant my life sucks that I can't stand because I don't know who the fuck that girl is. I'm... someone else and I don't like it.
So find me and read up... it's not like my life is over... it's just starting over. lol.
It's the first day of the rest of my life... just like every other day....