i wish i could tell ryan lol wow its long sorry
As I sit here and think
I wonder how much you care
How much you really love me and want to be there
I wish I could just tell you
That I need you more than anything
That I love you more then I love my mom
And with out you I would die
Im not mad im upset
With the things that you do
And I wish that you wouldn’t take the things that you do
I care about you more then the things I care about most
I cant just say goodbye because I new if I did I would die
I don’t want to seem mad cause im not
Im worried and also scared
I don’t want you to get hurt
Although you already are
And I wish I could find a way to stop it
But I don’t know how
You once said I saved your life
And now that seems like I help your life but
Theres something I lack…
So I guess what I am trying to say is
I love you and I want you to know it
I want you to be better and not all depressed
I want for you to like your life a little more and
For you to take control
I don’t know what to say I wish I did
But there not much to
My feelings are so messed up and
theres not much I can do
I say “don’t do it” but you do
I ask you about things
and it seems
as if you always make up
lies or excuses
nowi am saying I love you
one last time
I wish that you
Have a good life
And never let me go
I love you like I never loved anyone before…. You mean the world to me and I don’t know how much you like me but I love you so much and I could never stop loving you!!! Please whatever happenes im the future I hoope we stay friends and that we can talk and NOT fight like last time and all cause that really suck ass….. I mean and the whole Brittany thing lets not go there again cause were all okay friends again. I mean I wish I could read this to you but I will feel stupid and werid so hopefully you will read it some how your in someway but idk how.. I guess I prob. Sound really gay and obsessed but whatever and I hope that we can just be best friends and that I wont be just a “girlfriend” to you and you can tell me anything… but I love you and night...
well i am hopeing this shows up in my journal like i am writting it now but idk if it will.....but i am talking to my g-ma.....were alike in ways its cool cause shes is really cool and i really want to see here well i g2g later
I wonder how much you care
How much you really love me and want to be there
I wish I could just tell you
That I need you more than anything
That I love you more then I love my mom
And with out you I would die
Im not mad im upset
With the things that you do
And I wish that you wouldn’t take the things that you do
I care about you more then the things I care about most
I cant just say goodbye because I new if I did I would die
I don’t want to seem mad cause im not
Im worried and also scared
I don’t want you to get hurt
Although you already are
And I wish I could find a way to stop it
But I don’t know how
You once said I saved your life
And now that seems like I help your life but
Theres something I lack…
So I guess what I am trying to say is
I love you and I want you to know it
I want you to be better and not all depressed
I want for you to like your life a little more and
For you to take control
I don’t know what to say I wish I did
But there not much to
My feelings are so messed up and
theres not much I can do
I say “don’t do it” but you do
I ask you about things
and it seems
as if you always make up
lies or excuses
nowi am saying I love you
one last time
I wish that you
Have a good life
And never let me go
I love you like I never loved anyone before…. You mean the world to me and I don’t know how much you like me but I love you so much and I could never stop loving you!!! Please whatever happenes im the future I hoope we stay friends and that we can talk and NOT fight like last time and all cause that really suck ass….. I mean and the whole Brittany thing lets not go there again cause were all okay friends again. I mean I wish I could read this to you but I will feel stupid and werid so hopefully you will read it some how your in someway but idk how.. I guess I prob. Sound really gay and obsessed but whatever and I hope that we can just be best friends and that I wont be just a “girlfriend” to you and you can tell me anything… but I love you and night...
well i am hopeing this shows up in my journal like i am writting it now but idk if it will.....but i am talking to my g-ma.....were alike in ways its cool cause shes is really cool and i really want to see here well i g2g later