Jul 03, 2009 22:20
I can't tell if i've made a mistake. It doesn't feel like i have, but i feel like i should feel bad because everyone else would be mad at me for it. but really, i'm just over it and not really that concerned about it. It feels really good to be in this place, where i honestly just feel so planted on the ground no matter what happens. I finally feel like no matter what decisions i make, i'm okay with them and everything will work out one way or another. Maybe not today, maybe not for a week, but everything eventually comes together because i do work hard for things, and i do have a good head on my shoulders and i don't care what anyone thinks of the things i do in my life. It's MY life.
I've found that i hate it when people try to say something about my decisions, not because they have a different opinion than me, but because it's just so pointless. the only thing those people get out of saying what they feel about my life, is the fact that they got to actually run their mouths. Just that little satisfaction. The world would be so much happier if everyone just accepted that some people value different things, and if something makes someone happy then LET IT BE! We're all so into thinking our way is THE WAY, even in the littlest of things. It's the morals and values that have been drilled into our heads by society or family since the day we were born, that makes people judge others so critically. And i'm finding that it's just so stupid! And i'm talking about a lot of different things, i'm talking about this really widely. In every aspect. It's too long to explain, so i'll just leave it at that.