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[mylifeispoetic]

I am an escape artist.

Whenever i get stressed out,
whenever something goes wrong or i'm uncomfortable
i run run run.
Or maybe not?
Maybe i really am doing myself some good.
When i get in those mood, i feel like i need to detach from the situation,
or just get away from everything related to it so i can clear my head.
Maybe i'm not so much an escape artist
as i am logical.
Maybe people who call that escaping,
have never really escaped themselves
and have no idea all the good that can come from it.

I want clear eyes,
i want to see behind myself.
I want to detach
if only for a day.

Money is money.
It's paper and easily torn.
Everything solid originated as
something difficult.
Maybe i shouldn't stress out. Maybe the fact that this is hard,
JUST as hard as i knew it would be,
just means that there is a greater gain in the end.
No pain no gain, right?
Right?
Maybe i should be happy and proud of myself
for taking a chance FOR ONCE!