wonderful week, weird day
This past week has been one of the best, most exciting, most succesful weeks i've had in a long time. I took good care of myself, lost some weight, exercised everyday, met a new friend, spent awesome time with God, and had a good time with my family. I also avoided temptation all week. I have gone 8 days without it.
Today is already off. I didn't get up till noon. i have no motivation to exercise, shower, or get dressed. I know the first thing i need to do is eat then come back and do the rest, but im stuck. I'm almost scared. scared that im gonna fall. I do NOT want to go back to how i was. God i dont want to go back.
pray for me. I knew this battle wasn't over yet, but I have no idea what it will look like sometimes.
Love
JESSIE
Today is already off. I didn't get up till noon. i have no motivation to exercise, shower, or get dressed. I know the first thing i need to do is eat then come back and do the rest, but im stuck. I'm almost scared. scared that im gonna fall. I do NOT want to go back to how i was. God i dont want to go back.
pray for me. I knew this battle wasn't over yet, but I have no idea what it will look like sometimes.
Love
JESSIE