Its almost my birthday...
I should be estatic, right? Well i'm not so much about some things.
This weekend was okay.
Saturday I had a shoot. It went well but the vibe was kinda off for me. I dunno, I got good shots, but it didn't feel original to me. But hey at least I got paid!
Sunday I spent the whole day with my sister. We went to the mall, TJMaxx and some other stores. I could find any clothes. Nothing was fitting me right at all. It was so depressing. Anywho, then we came home and chilled. Then my grandparents came over for a little bday dinner.
First of all I am very grateful for all my family has provided me with. For all the times I needed their help, they have been there, and for everything when I was younger, but they didnt even think of me when making my dinner. Don't get me wrong it was good, but I dont like chocolate cake and chocolate frosting. I like white cake and white frosting. haha or icebox cake. but nooooo it had to be what my mom liked... Also my grandparents didn't even get me anything. My mom got me a book about recipes with beer in it. Wow talk about fattening. I know times are tough but really its MY FREAKING BIRTHDAY.
At least Tony has got something planned for me. He works nights all week, but is still planning something AND getting me a gift. I'm not selfish at all, but its just like come on. I do soooooo much for everyone and get nothing in return. :(
There is also some stuff going on I can't say too much about but I want to get it off my chest. grrrrr so annoying!! I hate it soo, but its life...
This weekend was okay.
Saturday I had a shoot. It went well but the vibe was kinda off for me. I dunno, I got good shots, but it didn't feel original to me. But hey at least I got paid!
Sunday I spent the whole day with my sister. We went to the mall, TJMaxx and some other stores. I could find any clothes. Nothing was fitting me right at all. It was so depressing. Anywho, then we came home and chilled. Then my grandparents came over for a little bday dinner.
First of all I am very grateful for all my family has provided me with. For all the times I needed their help, they have been there, and for everything when I was younger, but they didnt even think of me when making my dinner. Don't get me wrong it was good, but I dont like chocolate cake and chocolate frosting. I like white cake and white frosting. haha or icebox cake. but nooooo it had to be what my mom liked... Also my grandparents didn't even get me anything. My mom got me a book about recipes with beer in it. Wow talk about fattening. I know times are tough but really its MY FREAKING BIRTHDAY.
At least Tony has got something planned for me. He works nights all week, but is still planning something AND getting me a gift. I'm not selfish at all, but its just like come on. I do soooooo much for everyone and get nothing in return. :(
There is also some stuff going on I can't say too much about but I want to get it off my chest. grrrrr so annoying!! I hate it soo, but its life...