Somebody kill me.
Seriously I think I'm cursed or some karma was out to get me or something.
Here's the lovely story of my 21st birthday.
So I had it all planned for like months, even years, that I was going to celebrate my 21st birthday on Mill Ave. Its the hot spot for people to go to drink cuz the whole street until like University is loaded with bars. haha So I had planned to go there to get trashed on my power hour, which was on Sunday at midnight or Monday morning whichever came first. A
lot of people told me they had to work on Monday, which was assumed, so they couldn't go. I took Monday off as did Tony.
The whole day I was getting really anxious and like nervous/exciting feeling. I knew I had to eat before heading out so I had subway. I wasn't even hungry but I knew I HAD to eat. It was like 10pm by the time I decided to eat and we wanted to leave around 11:45pm to be there by 12am.
I then started to feel nauseous and really dizzy, but I ignored it and started to get ready. I was completely ready to go and Tony and I were waiting outside for his mom to drive us to Mill. I still felt like I was going to puke. We then got in the car and started to leave & as soon as his mom started driving I just couldn't take it. In my mind I knew I couldn't just not show up, but my gut was telling me otherwise. Tony suggested we pull over real quick and figure out what to do. We were in the Salty Senorita parking lot when I texted everyone who I thought would be at Mill that I wasn't going to be there. I immediately got a call from one of my semi close friends, yelling at me, telling me there were a bunch of people already down there waiting for me and that I MADE them all stay up late and I MADE them all come out on a work night, she then hung up on me. I felt really bad at first, but then when I was gagging on my saliva I didn't. And I didn't make anyone do anything, only 3 people told me they might be there. No one else fucking told me they were going. So who fucking RSVP's anymore???? Fucking Gay!!!
I knew I couldn't handle Mill. I couldn't have handled being around a million people and have each one of those people shoving drinks in my face. I would have just puked it all back up.
Since we were in the Salty Senorita parking lot, & it was 12:10am, Tony said I should have one drink and then call it a night. So I went inside ordered a 'Farmers Daughter' and felt like I was gonna hurl. His mom came 30 minutes later. We went home and went to bed. & that's how my 21st birthday went.
Then on Monday my parents took us out to dinner at RA. I had Sake. It was alright, kinda strong but good. We went and saw Role Models afterwards.
& last night we went to Uncle Bears and I had a Long Island iced tea and a 'Red Headed Slut' hahaha plus food.
As for the rest of this week, tomorrow my grents from Cali are coming down for my bday and we are going out for Mexican food & I'm going to get a Margarita. I'm so excited.
Hope you all enjoyed this read. Some comments would be nice. Love love!