What the eff?!?!
Forgot to mention I started smoking again.
Like a week ago.
I think it was out of boredom, but I really don't have anything to be bored about.
So I dunno why I started again.
I guess I shouldn't be surprised, it was only my first time quiting.
Okay so thats not why I'm writing. I just forgot to write about it.
*BIG NEWS*
I'm sure none of you have read any of my old, old entries, I mean why would you anyway, but in like 2004 I wrote about my friends back then, one of them was a girl named Kelly.
Well long story short, we were friends all through high school, but then I got a boyfriend senior year and she didn't like it or something.
It was my first love and I know now I was blind.
Anywho, we stopped being friends because of it.
Recently I wanted to write a message or something to those 'friends' I had once lost and try to reconnect.
I felt that holding grudges is stupid and just wanted to clear things up and make things right again. NOT BECOME BEST FRIENDS.
I tried Ian. No response what so ever. Fucking douche!
I tried Louise and got a message back. We spoke on the phone, hung out once and added back on Myspace.
I thought about Kelly and if I should message her, but I've been sidetracked at the moment and just put it off. [Also, I just don't know what the fuck to say to her.]
I spoke to my closet friend, Mara, about it and she said Kelly would be coming to town and she was going to hang with her. (Thats another story too long to get into.)
But I guess Mara said something to Kelly about me and my crazy grudge plan, because last night Kelly texted me.
Kelly's text stated that I said I wanted to talk to her.
When I had spoke to Mara like 2 weeks ago. I never said that.
Fucking he said/she said bullshit.
I wanted to do it on my own time, when I was ready to message Kelly.
If I was ever going to try and talk to her...
So I guess Sunday night, there might be a calling in order. Who knows.
Like a week ago.
I think it was out of boredom, but I really don't have anything to be bored about.
So I dunno why I started again.
I guess I shouldn't be surprised, it was only my first time quiting.
Okay so thats not why I'm writing. I just forgot to write about it.
*BIG NEWS*
I'm sure none of you have read any of my old, old entries, I mean why would you anyway, but in like 2004 I wrote about my friends back then, one of them was a girl named Kelly.
Well long story short, we were friends all through high school, but then I got a boyfriend senior year and she didn't like it or something.
It was my first love and I know now I was blind.
Anywho, we stopped being friends because of it.
Recently I wanted to write a message or something to those 'friends' I had once lost and try to reconnect.
I felt that holding grudges is stupid and just wanted to clear things up and make things right again. NOT BECOME BEST FRIENDS.
I tried Ian. No response what so ever. Fucking douche!
I tried Louise and got a message back. We spoke on the phone, hung out once and added back on Myspace.
I thought about Kelly and if I should message her, but I've been sidetracked at the moment and just put it off. [Also, I just don't know what the fuck to say to her.]
I spoke to my closet friend, Mara, about it and she said Kelly would be coming to town and she was going to hang with her. (Thats another story too long to get into.)
But I guess Mara said something to Kelly about me and my crazy grudge plan, because last night Kelly texted me.
Kelly's text stated that I said I wanted to talk to her.
When I had spoke to Mara like 2 weeks ago. I never said that.
Fucking he said/she said bullshit.
I wanted to do it on my own time, when I was ready to message Kelly.
If I was ever going to try and talk to her...
So I guess Sunday night, there might be a calling in order. Who knows.