lessons
I haven't been especially close to God lately. I can say that I notice a real difference between who I am when I am close to Him and who I am when I've been ignoring Him. We break the "law" because we know of it. We know of it because of Eve. Now we are trapped by sin. Aside from small children, there are no innocent people. As Jesus once said, it is good to learn from children, which is one reason having a child is a blessing. At least in my opinion. I have so far to go. I have this on again off again relationship with God and I always say I need to do better and I need to stop being lazy and blah, blah, blah. I say it over and over and yet I keep going from being passionate to luke warm. That is where I fall short. I'm wasting my self and lately I feel so close to hell. My feet are getting hot, I need to pull away.
Anyways, I've been drawing again. I'm better than I figured I was but, I really need practice. I did a quick like 1 minute sketch of Al Capone tonight...Looks good at a glance with all the other sketches of random stuff around it, but it could be way better. I kinda like it though. I guess if I want to really be a good artist I really need to work on my perspective and foreshortening.
have a great night, I need to pray my face off.
Anyways, I've been drawing again. I'm better than I figured I was but, I really need practice. I did a quick like 1 minute sketch of Al Capone tonight...Looks good at a glance with all the other sketches of random stuff around it, but it could be way better. I kinda like it though. I guess if I want to really be a good artist I really need to work on my perspective and foreshortening.
have a great night, I need to pray my face off.