Notorious F.A.G.
so ya
im listening to jimmy eat world...i really like them
i cut my hair...its awsum...altho i think i want the sides shorter..but kristin likes it like this..and thats all that matters!
my pinky and ringfinger fell asleep..i dono how...but watever
kristins working till 3 today...bah..maybe ill call breeney...that could work.
im doing laundry...bla
im boring
im gonna mess with sum pics soon...damn...i realy have like nuthin to say!!!
i feel kinda sad for sum reason...like...i dono...i wish i had a job...sitting at home all the time makes me sad. like...it makes me think of stupid shit...like pat and vic..and then i get all jealous and stuff thinking about how many people kristins been with...i wish she hadnt been with so many people...like...i feel like...ya i have her now and now people can be like waahhh i want kristin and i can be like nope she loves me...but then im like...::throwupy:: wen i think of her being with those people and not me. like i wish she had always been mine and only mine...i wish she was never with those people. and like...i mean i know ive been with like...4 other poeple..if u count jen...but like..i feel like she doesnt think about it like i do. and shes like ewww u wer with pat..well ya but u wer with nina and michelle...and thats just as gross as me being with pat...atleast he was mostly faithful...i think. nina and michelle r gross.
plus i was in love with pat...she wasnt in love with most of the people she fuckd round with....and pat was nicer to me then alot of people i know...like...even tho he was a jerk at times he was still nicer to me then alot of people and he was only like that cuz he knew i was the best he would ever have...ever. and even tho i dont think highly of myself...i still know im the best hes ever gonna get...the best everything...and he knows it.
its weird...sumtimes i think im so low and shit...like everyone elts is better then me...but like...i know im one of the best gfs out ther...like...i try really hard to make sure that the person im with knows that they r the most important thing to me...and like wen it comes to that stuff i try to make them feel like theyr the only thing...uno...like even tho im good...i try and make them feel like theyr the only person ive been with...like none of its old and none of its been overplayed or done befor...uno??? like every time i do it with them its like new all over again...wich is kinda true...wenever me and kristin get intamite..i get al nervous like i did the first time...but its not the first time and i know wat to do uno??
this is wat happens wen i sit at home alone all the time...i think and i think and i think....and then i write and write and write...and im sure brina probly doesnt wanna read this stuff...but uno...she can skip sum of it if she wants..haha.
and i dont think i can say it enough...brina is one of the best people out ther...i dont think thers one person ever who can take her place. like..my top five always changes...like wen im single or watnot...but brinas always in my top 2...wen im single shes number 1...and wen im not she number 2..haha. but honest to god i dono wat id do if i didnt have her to talk to...like i can just bitch and bitch and bitch to her about anything and she knows just wat to say!....life would lose meaning if brina was gone...and if kristin was gone too id kill myself...life would be meaningless without them.
mushy!..haha
i love kristin
i love the people i keep close to me
"Faintest snow keep falling....
falling, yeah
Hands around your waist"
im listening to jimmy eat world...i really like them
i cut my hair...its awsum...altho i think i want the sides shorter..but kristin likes it like this..and thats all that matters!
my pinky and ringfinger fell asleep..i dono how...but watever
kristins working till 3 today...bah..maybe ill call breeney...that could work.
im doing laundry...bla
im boring
im gonna mess with sum pics soon...damn...i realy have like nuthin to say!!!
i feel kinda sad for sum reason...like...i dono...i wish i had a job...sitting at home all the time makes me sad. like...it makes me think of stupid shit...like pat and vic..and then i get all jealous and stuff thinking about how many people kristins been with...i wish she hadnt been with so many people...like...i feel like...ya i have her now and now people can be like waahhh i want kristin and i can be like nope she loves me...but then im like...::throwupy:: wen i think of her being with those people and not me. like i wish she had always been mine and only mine...i wish she was never with those people. and like...i mean i know ive been with like...4 other poeple..if u count jen...but like..i feel like she doesnt think about it like i do. and shes like ewww u wer with pat..well ya but u wer with nina and michelle...and thats just as gross as me being with pat...atleast he was mostly faithful...i think. nina and michelle r gross.
plus i was in love with pat...she wasnt in love with most of the people she fuckd round with....and pat was nicer to me then alot of people i know...like...even tho he was a jerk at times he was still nicer to me then alot of people and he was only like that cuz he knew i was the best he would ever have...ever. and even tho i dont think highly of myself...i still know im the best hes ever gonna get...the best everything...and he knows it.
its weird...sumtimes i think im so low and shit...like everyone elts is better then me...but like...i know im one of the best gfs out ther...like...i try really hard to make sure that the person im with knows that they r the most important thing to me...and like wen it comes to that stuff i try to make them feel like theyr the only thing...uno...like even tho im good...i try and make them feel like theyr the only person ive been with...like none of its old and none of its been overplayed or done befor...uno??? like every time i do it with them its like new all over again...wich is kinda true...wenever me and kristin get intamite..i get al nervous like i did the first time...but its not the first time and i know wat to do uno??
this is wat happens wen i sit at home alone all the time...i think and i think and i think....and then i write and write and write...and im sure brina probly doesnt wanna read this stuff...but uno...she can skip sum of it if she wants..haha.
and i dont think i can say it enough...brina is one of the best people out ther...i dont think thers one person ever who can take her place. like..my top five always changes...like wen im single or watnot...but brinas always in my top 2...wen im single shes number 1...and wen im not she number 2..haha. but honest to god i dono wat id do if i didnt have her to talk to...like i can just bitch and bitch and bitch to her about anything and she knows just wat to say!....life would lose meaning if brina was gone...and if kristin was gone too id kill myself...life would be meaningless without them.
mushy!..haha
i love kristin
i love the people i keep close to me
"Faintest snow keep falling....
falling, yeah
Hands around your waist"