hello all
Its been forever since I typed in this... I am having one hell of a time fitting in down here at U of I... there are tons of kind people, and im meeting many of them, but i cant help but feel discontent... man ever since i got out of highschool i have felt discontent... i want to be great, i want to be more.... I want to feel as though my life was one worth living... thus far, i look back and see nothing.... so little have i done, and i dont know how to change that... i dont know if it is my career, in others... i dont know... and i have the ability to give myself... i used to love to give all that i had to everyone... but it gets messy, and people start taking and abusing it.... :) but im ok!!! HI EVERYONE!!!