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so its been a while since i updated, i dont really remember the last time i said anything or what happened since then so ill just talk about san fransisco. jacklyn didint want us to come over for a long ass time and i spent all day tuesday texting travis from work (i have no service at work lol) trying to figure out if we were gona go or not. eventually at the end of the day we found out we could. so i got all my shit and put it in my backpack and went to his house and we played video games and shit for a while till 9 when he started getting ready, i thought we were gona leave at 9 but i guess i misunderstood. left at like 945 or 10. got stopped by a train lol, bastard ass train. took 15 mins of just sitting there. got gas at 6 flags, it was hot as hell and it was like 11 at night. travis has trippy music. got gas at a del taco and he got some stuff but it makes me vomit, i hate that shit, so i had none lol. drove a long ass ways more, he was falling asleep but then we got to the city part and we both started wakeing up. o and there were cops fucking everywhere, so its a good thing he had his cop scanner. we had to pay money for the bridge which sucks. we got lost cause apparently theres like 3 mission streets so we got off on the first one and it was a fucking ghetto, nothing out, we saw one guy that looked homeless and on drugs cross the street and then a cop drove by and that was it for like 10 mins lol. got back on the freeway and didnt get lost too much more. jacklyn was asleep so alex was talking to us, she sounded tired. got in and we were wide awake even tho we were falling asleep driveing, go figure, and it was like 5 in the morning. they smoked and i did too. their bong is nice, didnt feel it at all, nice and smooth. still made me cough cause i think i took a major rip lol. and then later on i felt it sparkle green and red in my throat, so i guess it did kinda hurt, but not nearly as bad as pipes or normal bongs. i started tripping out thinking i was on salvia, alexs head started throbbing green legos. they passed several rounds of volcano, i swear i can taste particles in the bag, but i dont think im supposed to, they touch my mouth its annoying they taste all green and shit. i coudlnt inhale much after the bong so i just took small ones. i spent the remainder of the night laughing my ass off and hurting my side and analyseing jacklyn and alexs speech paterns. alex is really passive and seems to have lower self confidence. stops and lets other ppl speak when shes mid sentence and repeats herself afterwards. she also says somethings and then takes it back like shes not sure it will go over well. i feel im like that sometimes, let other ppl talk over me, i dont really take back what i say but i repeat myself when i think ppl didnt hear. it seems to lend less respect, subconcious analysis leads others to believe i have a lower opinion of myself and thus what i say has no importance. jacklyns the other way, interupted alex to finish what she was saying, so just continue whatever she was thinking about what alex said. much more confident and self assured, speaking with power and like what she said was important weither or not it actually was. i wonder if its possible to just start speaking in a way that demands respect or if its part of ur voice, in its pitch. is it vocabulary or timeing or just how u expect ppl to respond. idk whatever anyway i went to bed after the sun came up
woke up at noon. latest i think ive ever woken up. went over to christinas? or kirsten or something like that. went shopping. that took for fucking ever. we spent a long time looking stuff, and we didnt even really get that much, then it took us forever to pay for it. we did self checkout which i thought would be easier but i guess i was wrong. traivs and i were starveing balls, we hadnt eaten anything since like 6 the night before, and it was like 3 when we were getting this, so like 21 hours of eating nothing. i got a 6 pack of donuts lol, they were damn tastey, but i got that thing where if u eat and u havent eaten aything for a long ass time u get more hungry. i think thats cause ur stomach thought that there was no food around but then u find more food and its like o cool now go eat more lol. anyway we bought a bbq and made burgers and hotdogs and ribs i guess. i ate a bunch of yummie cookies and chips cause i was too hungry to wait. travis and i fell asleep on the couch poinging in the same direction, theres a funny picture of it, ask jacklyn if u care. food was good, but went back to sleep lol. so fucking tired that day. woke up and we started getting ready to go to see fireworks. we were gona go to the top of the highest place in san fran but it was hella traffic. o god i just said hella. i dont think i even heard the word hella up there. anyway we got to the top and realized the cops wouldnt let us up and there was smoke up there and after a while of waiting we saw firetrucks coemign so im guessing someone lit it on fire lol. those bastards. we turned around and went to gabe and reyns house. sat there for a while, didnt do too much. i actually dont remeber what we did tho lol. i kno we took this crazy ass mother fucking way to get there. up and down mountains and around small ass trails and this one time we took a weird circle and came out where we just were except up 150 feet with a road leading back down to where we just came from. o i remember we walked around the block throwing firework and setting off loud things lol. they had the things that give u seizures and flash a lot. those are cool, minus the seizures. went back to the house and did stuff. i dont remember what it was tho.
next day we got up and played video games, they have burnout, which is actually kinda easy i was surprised we got really far really fast. beat like 60% of it i think, but thats like 3/4 of the zones. eventually got around to doing house stuff. we got a list of like 5 i think, we had appointments for like 3 and called 2 others and left messages. drove around. everything there is in a striaght line lol, u can get anywhere from el camino real street lol. which technically would make things easy cause i couldnt ever forget what it was called lol. liked the first apparentment. the second we hated, 3rd was open house which was hot as hell but only 1300 for a 2 bedroom which would mean we were paying less for a 2br than tk and eric and jacklyn and alex were paying for a 1br lol. but we decided against it. went looking for the 4th and didnt kno which one it was lol we looked at what we thought it was but we were wrong. never got a call back from the 5th. at burger king while we were out cause jackyln and alex dont eat shit at thier house. ive been talking to her the for past couple days and she jokes about when they get food. went back and jacklyn had traivs drive her like 45 mins away to look at couches at ikea which were like 650$ which i guess is a damn good deal and they were pretty nice. alex and i went shoping and got on the train and somehow managed to miss 2 busses bother going where we wanted while waiting for it. its nice to have just one person to talk to instead of being in a ground, i feel like i get to kno them better than if it were in a larger setting. got some milk and cookies of various types and she got some ciggarettes. went back and started watching a movie. children of men i think? idk it was cool and all but my newly found stoner sense activates when i watch movies...and they were smokeing and i get contact high pretty easily so so it was really strong. i had to wonder why ppl were so depressed. u would think in an oversexed world ppl would be slightly more happy. they explaned it as dispare that came about after the joy of children left the world. ok its an explanation but i dont really see it working out that way at all. then there was the whole war on outsiders, seems like a political statement on mexicans comeing to our boder and how we treat them like shit. again i dont see this happening. the world is freaking out about how the birthrate isnt going to sustain economies and we need to have more children to keep up the economy. i think we need to have less children cause the world doesnt have the resource to sustain us, but anyway back to the origional argument if u need more skilled workers to sustain an economy woudlnt tey want to take more outsiders? i mean if ppl everywere are dieing and theres zero birthrate u need more ppl and here they are literally treating immegrees like jews in a ghetto. what point are they trying to prove. this is why i hate what english teachers say about everything haveing a meaning behind it because it only has a meaning behind it if it could actually happen. u can convy a message but whats the point if the entire setting of the story ur telling is completely unrealisitc. worse yet if ppl actually see a message in this and act as the message instructs when its message cant have applicaton because other background factors playing into the message dont apply. blah, cant watch movies anymore i guess. i think that was the night we watched stand up commedians. i wasnt really impresseer o d i used to laugh a lot more at that stuff, o well, i think its mostly cause i dont like dave attel. we also ordered pizza but i wasnt hungry from all the cookies so i just let mine sit.
woke up the next day and played move video games. ate cold pizza cause it was tastey. took a shower and helped clean the house for when the movers go the couches there. jacklyn found a ping pong ball that was broken and handed it to me to see if i could fix it. it had a little hole in it so i wasnt worried about heating up the air inside and makeing it pop, and i figured oil burns plastic melts so i didnt have to worry about any of that, worst case scenario i melt the plastic and stop cause its useless. well apparently those things are made out of some petrolium product cause that thing lit up like a mother fucker. a big ass mother fucking flame. i tried to blow it out and that didnt do anything so i shook it trying to get more air to circulate on it and cool it down and put out the fire. that didnt work but a piece of it broke off and fell on the floor. jacklyn freaked out, i freaked out, cause its really bad if the apartment burns down lol, worse than burning ur hand cause then ur all kind of dead lol. so we tried to stomp it out and while we did that i dropped the ball on the ground and freaked out more cause it was like half a ball and half a huge ass flame lol and again u cant have the house burn down so i picked it up....well that kinda hurt so i tried to throw it out the window, would have looked kinda funny to whoever would have seen it but better than lighting the house abaze. anyway i kinda missed the window and it dropped too soon landing between the 2 deskes on the floor. i decided to just say fuckit and put it out with my foot, which hurt a lot less than i thought it would, but left a funny black mark on the carpet lol. it left funny tiny blisters on my hand lol. so that was fun, i dont think either of us will forget that, really funny. poor alex was in the kitchen cleaning dishes and missed it all. actually i think she was in there for like pretty much all day. she said it didnt take long but i swear she was in there for like 5 hours at least. the moveing ppl came with the couches and we went dwn to get them but there wasnt enough room in the elevator so jacklyn and i went to make sure nobody highjacked our couches and i found i could do a cool waddle walk on the mover cart thing lol. i went half way down the lane before they came back and jacklyn laughed at me the entire way, that was fun lol. helped set up the couches and put them in the right position. i kno we didnt finish but i dont remember why we didnt finish. o i kno cause we went to get dinner lol. then we got back and started putting the legs on but travis wanted to go get weed from gabe. so we went there. i asked if i could get acid and he said hed ask. waited for a fucking long ass time. i guess hella chris or someone was there. he told the craziest fuckign stories they were almost hard to believe but then jacklyn was like nope theyre real hes fuckign crazy. got jacked at gunpoint for 100$ cause they riped someone off or something like that and the guy came in thru the window and only took 100$ for some reason lol, and burned downhis house and his car was a peice of shit and something about the snake getting out of its cage and his friend havieng a baby panda liveing with them cause he worked at the zoo, what the fuck man what the fuck. anyway like an hour later he got back and jacklyn was all upset cause the food was cold. it wasnt really cold and it was pretty good, something about it hurt my stomach tho, i wanted to eat more but i couldnt, and i think from the smokeing i had been getting chest pains, actually i felt them all this week. its like ive been stabbed right below the heart and i cant breath for a few seconds. that prevented me from eating as well. i think that night was the night we watched the movie about the cia guy who is with the presidents daughter because shes being rebellious and he needs to keep an eye on her and the president basically says play along which means u can have sex with her and for some reason even after getting takeing off her cloths for him and telling him to have sex wth her he still didnt. i dont understand. and along the way they get jacked by a creepy raver guy and random other shit. and then we changed the channel and i dont kno what but she ended up withhim again lol. bad chick flick, bad.
woke up saturday morning to a phone call from some guy wanting me to look at his house, turned out to be the house the time before that we coudlnt find, it was a nice ass house, but we toldhim we would be there at 10 to see it and it was 915 at the time, we both took showers and looked up some places on mapquest, in the end we got there at 1045 lol and he wasnt there and didnt pick up so we didnt getto see it. drovearound lost and picked up a few calls from ppl trying to tel us where to go for places lol. i think we were mildly impressed with some of them. realized all the places we saw were on the way to all the other places we were seeing thetime beofre. strange. got lunch at this subshop, i thought it was really bad. stale bread, poor meat, all around bad taste and it was 7$. went to the coolest house there was, it was a real house in a condominum place. 1675 for a place that actually looked like a house with 2 stories, not just an apartment. that would have been nuts. the guy seemed like hed rather give it to a family tho, not a couple of kids. went to an open house last and got lost, had to call alex to give us directions lol. travis took a mad dump in it, smelled attrocious lol. i found a bottle of almost finished jose cuirvo and 2 full margarita mix but we decided not to take it even tho the house was clearly not being used and we had no idea whos it was lol. thats what i get for always checking the drawers in places, sometimes u discover that they arent up to par and sometimes u discover leftovers lol. went back to ajax. i like that alot its easier to spell than jacklyn and i dont feel bad about leaveing alex out of owning the place lol. anyway we didnt stay too long. travis had to write his paper and didnt do it earilier in the week so he wanted to go home and do it the next day. sometime we ate this weird coffe cake that ive never had beforebut it tasted pretty good. walking into the kitchen urt my stomach tho. the smell of sugar was overpowering. i felt like i was turning dibetic just from smelling it. played some more raceing and we figured out that we could vs eachother. and there were some badass cars to be had. we played with those. lots of fun until we left lol. i forgot my coke in there and i was pissed lol, but i think i got everything else. long ass drive. we saved a good amount of time by takeing this weird ass route where we get on a one lane street to the 5. saved probably 30 mins. the cd player stopped working for a while which sucked, i read the newspaper till i ran out which was right about when the sun was setting too much to read anymore sothat was good. i smelled cow shit every 45 mins it seemed like. i kno theres a bunch of cows at one spot on that road but jesus that smelled horrible, and then i smelled it for the rest of the weekend. travis and i were debateing about how long it would take to get home, he said an hour and 30 mins and i said no u cant do it in less than 145 maby even 2. he was like yea 145 i bet, but somehow we still got there in 1 30. go us. that was about 10. i realized mike calledme so i called him back and ended up goig to his house cause i thought he was haveing a party or kickback or something. turns out it was just me him and laurie. but i guess it was fun. wish i could go to hawaii wth them. wathced some movie about a girl pretending to be a man, and then there were some bitches who got shit on them or something, idk typical disney movie movie. smoked hookah. apparently mike doesnt care about it anymore, said hed give it to me for 10$. i feel the same way about acid it seems, idont care if someone offers it to me, i want my brain to function and it just doenst remmeber, i dont kno how long its gona take for it to get back to normal but i think i need to work on it quite abit. clearly its getting better tho its friday night and im rememebering details from over a week ago lol. granted it was an eventful week and vacations u remember more of. mike and i went up and played ping pong and i had to keep getting the ball and it was wearing me out. ajax eats no food. thye be crazy. crazy i tells u. i was so worn out. we ended up playing a who can catch the ping pong ball game and did all kinds of weird spins and aimed for the edeg, actually kidna fun, then we did it stting down which is a whole lot harder lol. left at like 12. got home and ate some string cheese lol. yea i was starveing and could feel my brain function deteriorating because i was underfed for half a week....but all i could eat was string cheese.
sunday got up and caught up on everything that i ddnt do while at ajaxs, which took like an hour, went to verison store and got a new phone. now it doesnt have a camera, so technicaly a downgrade lol, but it has games and more songs (dont really like most of them tho, but i guess theres some cool ones) and the calculator has 5 decimal places of accuracy so thats a big plus, i can use my phone as a good calculator now lol. before it was just for basic stuff or i had to add a couple zeros to everything to make it more accurate. then went to nicks and got indirectly yelled at by his mom cause she didnt want ppl there. but anyway we went to transformers for his bday. cool movie i guess, but the whole sneaking aroundthing, and being coy and allthat. bah. the boy was funny, i have to give him credit for wit. idk not quite enough to satisfy me. then went to amigos tacos or something like that cause we thought tk and eric were gona bethere. i got a breakfast burrito wich was the only thing i had eaten all day at like 4pm and i couldbarely finish it. liveing with ajax killed my stomach it shrank so fast. tk and eric still werent there so nick took me home and as we pulled out tk and jon a came, but o well. i think they just went to dustins thing which i idnt care about. i dont need a job and i dont need the food i could barely eat what i had. gotto my car and went home and i think i just went straght to sleep. and that was my vacation thing. there jacklyn i hope ur happy i did a bigg ass long entry about visiting u lol. damn this is a little over 5 pages long in word lol. anyway i dont really kno what i did all week but there was a new guy at work named paul. looks a lot like micheal todd. taught him to do a lot of stuff. im notsure howmuch hes really goten out of it, we dont have any steady work, its all just kinda random lol. then today because we have everyother friday offi went to the pool and worked out lol. lots of fun. slightly less tired than the last time i went 2 weeks ago. but still in lots of pain. gona goto it again tommarow at 8 and swim for a while, hopefully i last longer than i did last time it was only like 20 mins lol. its too hard to swim when theres nobody telling u what to do. o well hopefully it helps me get back in shape. even tho i ate like one meal a day with ajax i didnt lose a single pound, i dont kno why, kinda pissed tho. o well what i learned from this is that diet doesnt work at all and u need to excercize lol.
woke up at noon. latest i think ive ever woken up. went over to christinas? or kirsten or something like that. went shopping. that took for fucking ever. we spent a long time looking stuff, and we didnt even really get that much, then it took us forever to pay for it. we did self checkout which i thought would be easier but i guess i was wrong. traivs and i were starveing balls, we hadnt eaten anything since like 6 the night before, and it was like 3 when we were getting this, so like 21 hours of eating nothing. i got a 6 pack of donuts lol, they were damn tastey, but i got that thing where if u eat and u havent eaten aything for a long ass time u get more hungry. i think thats cause ur stomach thought that there was no food around but then u find more food and its like o cool now go eat more lol. anyway we bought a bbq and made burgers and hotdogs and ribs i guess. i ate a bunch of yummie cookies and chips cause i was too hungry to wait. travis and i fell asleep on the couch poinging in the same direction, theres a funny picture of it, ask jacklyn if u care. food was good, but went back to sleep lol. so fucking tired that day. woke up and we started getting ready to go to see fireworks. we were gona go to the top of the highest place in san fran but it was hella traffic. o god i just said hella. i dont think i even heard the word hella up there. anyway we got to the top and realized the cops wouldnt let us up and there was smoke up there and after a while of waiting we saw firetrucks coemign so im guessing someone lit it on fire lol. those bastards. we turned around and went to gabe and reyns house. sat there for a while, didnt do too much. i actually dont remeber what we did tho lol. i kno we took this crazy ass mother fucking way to get there. up and down mountains and around small ass trails and this one time we took a weird circle and came out where we just were except up 150 feet with a road leading back down to where we just came from. o i remember we walked around the block throwing firework and setting off loud things lol. they had the things that give u seizures and flash a lot. those are cool, minus the seizures. went back to the house and did stuff. i dont remember what it was tho.
next day we got up and played video games, they have burnout, which is actually kinda easy i was surprised we got really far really fast. beat like 60% of it i think, but thats like 3/4 of the zones. eventually got around to doing house stuff. we got a list of like 5 i think, we had appointments for like 3 and called 2 others and left messages. drove around. everything there is in a striaght line lol, u can get anywhere from el camino real street lol. which technically would make things easy cause i couldnt ever forget what it was called lol. liked the first apparentment. the second we hated, 3rd was open house which was hot as hell but only 1300 for a 2 bedroom which would mean we were paying less for a 2br than tk and eric and jacklyn and alex were paying for a 1br lol. but we decided against it. went looking for the 4th and didnt kno which one it was lol we looked at what we thought it was but we were wrong. never got a call back from the 5th. at burger king while we were out cause jackyln and alex dont eat shit at thier house. ive been talking to her the for past couple days and she jokes about when they get food. went back and jacklyn had traivs drive her like 45 mins away to look at couches at ikea which were like 650$ which i guess is a damn good deal and they were pretty nice. alex and i went shoping and got on the train and somehow managed to miss 2 busses bother going where we wanted while waiting for it. its nice to have just one person to talk to instead of being in a ground, i feel like i get to kno them better than if it were in a larger setting. got some milk and cookies of various types and she got some ciggarettes. went back and started watching a movie. children of men i think? idk it was cool and all but my newly found stoner sense activates when i watch movies...and they were smokeing and i get contact high pretty easily so so it was really strong. i had to wonder why ppl were so depressed. u would think in an oversexed world ppl would be slightly more happy. they explaned it as dispare that came about after the joy of children left the world. ok its an explanation but i dont really see it working out that way at all. then there was the whole war on outsiders, seems like a political statement on mexicans comeing to our boder and how we treat them like shit. again i dont see this happening. the world is freaking out about how the birthrate isnt going to sustain economies and we need to have more children to keep up the economy. i think we need to have less children cause the world doesnt have the resource to sustain us, but anyway back to the origional argument if u need more skilled workers to sustain an economy woudlnt tey want to take more outsiders? i mean if ppl everywere are dieing and theres zero birthrate u need more ppl and here they are literally treating immegrees like jews in a ghetto. what point are they trying to prove. this is why i hate what english teachers say about everything haveing a meaning behind it because it only has a meaning behind it if it could actually happen. u can convy a message but whats the point if the entire setting of the story ur telling is completely unrealisitc. worse yet if ppl actually see a message in this and act as the message instructs when its message cant have applicaton because other background factors playing into the message dont apply. blah, cant watch movies anymore i guess. i think that was the night we watched stand up commedians. i wasnt really impresseer o d i used to laugh a lot more at that stuff, o well, i think its mostly cause i dont like dave attel. we also ordered pizza but i wasnt hungry from all the cookies so i just let mine sit.
woke up the next day and played move video games. ate cold pizza cause it was tastey. took a shower and helped clean the house for when the movers go the couches there. jacklyn found a ping pong ball that was broken and handed it to me to see if i could fix it. it had a little hole in it so i wasnt worried about heating up the air inside and makeing it pop, and i figured oil burns plastic melts so i didnt have to worry about any of that, worst case scenario i melt the plastic and stop cause its useless. well apparently those things are made out of some petrolium product cause that thing lit up like a mother fucker. a big ass mother fucking flame. i tried to blow it out and that didnt do anything so i shook it trying to get more air to circulate on it and cool it down and put out the fire. that didnt work but a piece of it broke off and fell on the floor. jacklyn freaked out, i freaked out, cause its really bad if the apartment burns down lol, worse than burning ur hand cause then ur all kind of dead lol. so we tried to stomp it out and while we did that i dropped the ball on the ground and freaked out more cause it was like half a ball and half a huge ass flame lol and again u cant have the house burn down so i picked it up....well that kinda hurt so i tried to throw it out the window, would have looked kinda funny to whoever would have seen it but better than lighting the house abaze. anyway i kinda missed the window and it dropped too soon landing between the 2 deskes on the floor. i decided to just say fuckit and put it out with my foot, which hurt a lot less than i thought it would, but left a funny black mark on the carpet lol. it left funny tiny blisters on my hand lol. so that was fun, i dont think either of us will forget that, really funny. poor alex was in the kitchen cleaning dishes and missed it all. actually i think she was in there for like pretty much all day. she said it didnt take long but i swear she was in there for like 5 hours at least. the moveing ppl came with the couches and we went dwn to get them but there wasnt enough room in the elevator so jacklyn and i went to make sure nobody highjacked our couches and i found i could do a cool waddle walk on the mover cart thing lol. i went half way down the lane before they came back and jacklyn laughed at me the entire way, that was fun lol. helped set up the couches and put them in the right position. i kno we didnt finish but i dont remember why we didnt finish. o i kno cause we went to get dinner lol. then we got back and started putting the legs on but travis wanted to go get weed from gabe. so we went there. i asked if i could get acid and he said hed ask. waited for a fucking long ass time. i guess hella chris or someone was there. he told the craziest fuckign stories they were almost hard to believe but then jacklyn was like nope theyre real hes fuckign crazy. got jacked at gunpoint for 100$ cause they riped someone off or something like that and the guy came in thru the window and only took 100$ for some reason lol, and burned downhis house and his car was a peice of shit and something about the snake getting out of its cage and his friend havieng a baby panda liveing with them cause he worked at the zoo, what the fuck man what the fuck. anyway like an hour later he got back and jacklyn was all upset cause the food was cold. it wasnt really cold and it was pretty good, something about it hurt my stomach tho, i wanted to eat more but i couldnt, and i think from the smokeing i had been getting chest pains, actually i felt them all this week. its like ive been stabbed right below the heart and i cant breath for a few seconds. that prevented me from eating as well. i think that night was the night we watched the movie about the cia guy who is with the presidents daughter because shes being rebellious and he needs to keep an eye on her and the president basically says play along which means u can have sex with her and for some reason even after getting takeing off her cloths for him and telling him to have sex wth her he still didnt. i dont understand. and along the way they get jacked by a creepy raver guy and random other shit. and then we changed the channel and i dont kno what but she ended up withhim again lol. bad chick flick, bad.
woke up saturday morning to a phone call from some guy wanting me to look at his house, turned out to be the house the time before that we coudlnt find, it was a nice ass house, but we toldhim we would be there at 10 to see it and it was 915 at the time, we both took showers and looked up some places on mapquest, in the end we got there at 1045 lol and he wasnt there and didnt pick up so we didnt getto see it. drovearound lost and picked up a few calls from ppl trying to tel us where to go for places lol. i think we were mildly impressed with some of them. realized all the places we saw were on the way to all the other places we were seeing thetime beofre. strange. got lunch at this subshop, i thought it was really bad. stale bread, poor meat, all around bad taste and it was 7$. went to the coolest house there was, it was a real house in a condominum place. 1675 for a place that actually looked like a house with 2 stories, not just an apartment. that would have been nuts. the guy seemed like hed rather give it to a family tho, not a couple of kids. went to an open house last and got lost, had to call alex to give us directions lol. travis took a mad dump in it, smelled attrocious lol. i found a bottle of almost finished jose cuirvo and 2 full margarita mix but we decided not to take it even tho the house was clearly not being used and we had no idea whos it was lol. thats what i get for always checking the drawers in places, sometimes u discover that they arent up to par and sometimes u discover leftovers lol. went back to ajax. i like that alot its easier to spell than jacklyn and i dont feel bad about leaveing alex out of owning the place lol. anyway we didnt stay too long. travis had to write his paper and didnt do it earilier in the week so he wanted to go home and do it the next day. sometime we ate this weird coffe cake that ive never had beforebut it tasted pretty good. walking into the kitchen urt my stomach tho. the smell of sugar was overpowering. i felt like i was turning dibetic just from smelling it. played some more raceing and we figured out that we could vs eachother. and there were some badass cars to be had. we played with those. lots of fun until we left lol. i forgot my coke in there and i was pissed lol, but i think i got everything else. long ass drive. we saved a good amount of time by takeing this weird ass route where we get on a one lane street to the 5. saved probably 30 mins. the cd player stopped working for a while which sucked, i read the newspaper till i ran out which was right about when the sun was setting too much to read anymore sothat was good. i smelled cow shit every 45 mins it seemed like. i kno theres a bunch of cows at one spot on that road but jesus that smelled horrible, and then i smelled it for the rest of the weekend. travis and i were debateing about how long it would take to get home, he said an hour and 30 mins and i said no u cant do it in less than 145 maby even 2. he was like yea 145 i bet, but somehow we still got there in 1 30. go us. that was about 10. i realized mike calledme so i called him back and ended up goig to his house cause i thought he was haveing a party or kickback or something. turns out it was just me him and laurie. but i guess it was fun. wish i could go to hawaii wth them. wathced some movie about a girl pretending to be a man, and then there were some bitches who got shit on them or something, idk typical disney movie movie. smoked hookah. apparently mike doesnt care about it anymore, said hed give it to me for 10$. i feel the same way about acid it seems, idont care if someone offers it to me, i want my brain to function and it just doenst remmeber, i dont kno how long its gona take for it to get back to normal but i think i need to work on it quite abit. clearly its getting better tho its friday night and im rememebering details from over a week ago lol. granted it was an eventful week and vacations u remember more of. mike and i went up and played ping pong and i had to keep getting the ball and it was wearing me out. ajax eats no food. thye be crazy. crazy i tells u. i was so worn out. we ended up playing a who can catch the ping pong ball game and did all kinds of weird spins and aimed for the edeg, actually kidna fun, then we did it stting down which is a whole lot harder lol. left at like 12. got home and ate some string cheese lol. yea i was starveing and could feel my brain function deteriorating because i was underfed for half a week....but all i could eat was string cheese.
sunday got up and caught up on everything that i ddnt do while at ajaxs, which took like an hour, went to verison store and got a new phone. now it doesnt have a camera, so technicaly a downgrade lol, but it has games and more songs (dont really like most of them tho, but i guess theres some cool ones) and the calculator has 5 decimal places of accuracy so thats a big plus, i can use my phone as a good calculator now lol. before it was just for basic stuff or i had to add a couple zeros to everything to make it more accurate. then went to nicks and got indirectly yelled at by his mom cause she didnt want ppl there. but anyway we went to transformers for his bday. cool movie i guess, but the whole sneaking aroundthing, and being coy and allthat. bah. the boy was funny, i have to give him credit for wit. idk not quite enough to satisfy me. then went to amigos tacos or something like that cause we thought tk and eric were gona bethere. i got a breakfast burrito wich was the only thing i had eaten all day at like 4pm and i couldbarely finish it. liveing with ajax killed my stomach it shrank so fast. tk and eric still werent there so nick took me home and as we pulled out tk and jon a came, but o well. i think they just went to dustins thing which i idnt care about. i dont need a job and i dont need the food i could barely eat what i had. gotto my car and went home and i think i just went straght to sleep. and that was my vacation thing. there jacklyn i hope ur happy i did a bigg ass long entry about visiting u lol. damn this is a little over 5 pages long in word lol. anyway i dont really kno what i did all week but there was a new guy at work named paul. looks a lot like micheal todd. taught him to do a lot of stuff. im notsure howmuch hes really goten out of it, we dont have any steady work, its all just kinda random lol. then today because we have everyother friday offi went to the pool and worked out lol. lots of fun. slightly less tired than the last time i went 2 weeks ago. but still in lots of pain. gona goto it again tommarow at 8 and swim for a while, hopefully i last longer than i did last time it was only like 20 mins lol. its too hard to swim when theres nobody telling u what to do. o well hopefully it helps me get back in shape. even tho i ate like one meal a day with ajax i didnt lose a single pound, i dont kno why, kinda pissed tho. o well what i learned from this is that diet doesnt work at all and u need to excercize lol.