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this weekend sucks ass. everything i touch dies. my computer wont work to save its life. i cant install xp cause it freezes, i cant install 98 cause i dont have the cd key, i cant get ghost to acknowledge that my external hard drive has a badkup point on it, or even that it exists, and whats more it doesnt realize that my broken hard drive is working either. i probably spent like 12 hours on it total this weekend. then to make it worse i went to my moms house for mothers day dinner and it froze every couple of songs. it probably froze like 7 times. all i wanted to do was listen the fucking beetles and hope they made me not want to kill shit but instead it fucking froze and pissed me off even more than my dads computer and i ended up storming out of there in the middle of the family dinner. i bought a new hard drive so hopefully that helps out a little in the process of fixing everything, if not ill be pissed, esspecailly since its got a 15 or 30 day return polocy, im not sure which cause the guy couldnt tell me for sure, and i dont have any time to fix it. i failed at doing homework and thats not good cause i have more of it than i normaly do. i still need to finish doing my take home test which is going to require intensive thinking which i dont have in me right now cause im too pissed and distracted and i have to put up with my brother being home. i cant finish my lab cause i dont kno what im doing and i dont kno if i have the information i was supposed to write down. i didnt get half te homework correct and i dont kno what the fucking problem is. and i hate nick. i dont kno why, i havent talked to him in weeks. probably nearly a month, but i still hate him. also on the list is traviss black lady for being a psychotic bitch, and pretty much every computer i own, for similar reasons. about the only productive thing i got done this weekend was soeing my pillow back togehter where the tag got torn out and it was shedding pillow guts all over the place and pissing me off. ahh fuck i just want to block out the world and be alone....but at the same time i kinda wna to be with ppl, but that takes time and i dont have time but im not sure i really care. technically what i really want is to listen to the beetles and zepplin but i cant fucking do that cause moms computer is fucked and all this one has is a poor quality sound card and techno. i feel deeply intwined in quite submission due to the fact that i doubt anyone actually reads this except for me sometime far far in the future, and i doubt anyone really cares about my problems....so at least ill get to be alone most likely. blah fuck everything im going to sleep or something