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[mylastgoodnight]

I've made mistakes and alot of them. But now I have cost my self the love of my life. I don't know how to fix what I have done, but if I son't I have no reason to even get up in the morning. I sortof hompe I don't tomorrow, the only way to insure this is to take as many of these PM pain things as I have... grated there are only a few left. But I jusr hope not to wake up.

I wish she would call me and talk to me. I wish she woulod come over and sleep with me. I wish she would run awawy with me and marry me.

These things are what would make me...

Death comes with a welcome here...