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Oct 22, 2003 05:31

I KNEW I shouldn't have even said anything because I wasn't involved but I did and it was misunderstood by 3 people so I'm going to clarify.

My comment in Alix's journal:
"I would assume they're not going to issue like a trespassing warrant, but it's more like you are just being informed that you are not welcome back there, and they are TRUSTING ( Read more... )

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ex_intheafte504 October 22 2003, 18:31:15 UTC
"Rachel, you are fantastic."
Of course she is (no sarcasm.)

"I definitely agree that if Alix is allowed back that he shouldn't test the limits..."
I don't know what would make you think that I would attempt pissin' the Church off. If I had known that people would have been offended as much as they were by me grabbing my thigh on the inside of my pants and moving to the insanely fast-paced music... I'd take it all back. If you honestly think that I'd want to piss them off again, then... I don't know what to say, Rachel.

I've thought about "sincerely apologizing" many times to them, but I doubt they'd take me seriously. Also, I have no idea how to come in contact with the people who witnessed the account so that I could ask forgiveness from them. And if they're at all like Duane, I know I'll never truly be forgiven. And if they are exactly like Duane, they'll continue making fun of me long after this is over.

Just to make the story straight because many people think that I was on stage when I did this:
The Stivs were playing.
I was dancing.
I opened my fly and put my hand through it and placed it on my thigh (you could see my fist for my pants were so tight you could see everything.)
I moved to the music (I was not masterbating, Duane.)
A man came up to me and signaled me to stop for he could not speak over the loud noise that was called music.
I stopped IMMEDIATELY and zipped up my pants.
Crash.

And I'm sure that anyone who was already angry with me are pissin' in their pants that they're so excited that I won't be going to The Grid anymore (I might hang-out outside, though.) I.E. Chelsea, Ethan, Chris, Anna, That One P-cola Guy, and anyone else who insists on talkin' out of their ass behind me. If anyone knows me, you know that I tell you how stupid you are to your face.

I heard that Chris wanted to gather up a lotta people and all of them tackle me at once during the show? Yeah, that woulda been so cool. 'Cause they would've beaten me up SO badly that The Grid could've possibly been REALLY shut down. And everyone would hate Chris. Aww, precious.

Wait, I got really off-subject.

I'm in school. It stinks. It's really bright in here. I'm gonna go listen to some goth.
The Cure, preferably.

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mylastgoodbyes October 22 2003, 18:40:58 UTC
"If you honestly think that I'd want to piss them off again, then... I don't know what to say, Rachel."

No, I don't. but a few people gave me crap because they thought that's what I was saying, so I was clarifying. Like I said, it was written more for the people who misunderstood what I said than for you, although I'm glad you responded.

"I've thought about "sincerely apologizing" many times to them, but I doubt they'd take me seriously. "

You might be right, but at that point, you just gotta move on because you can't change what they think if they are unwilling to forgive.

I haven't heard anything about Chris or anyone wanting to attack you, but hey, no one tells me anything. That would have been completely counter-active though, not to mention just plain dumb.

You could land a plane through fog with Niceville High School ceiling lights.

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hoping4despair October 22 2003, 20:12:16 UTC
why must my name be brought upon this?
I do not talk to you...but you still insist in i/ming me to tell me news...OKAY?
I really do not care to hear about your drama problems, sir.
I do not even look at you...or care to.
So YOU stop talking out of YOUR ass and keep MY name out of YOUR mouth.

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... hintsoftragedy October 23 2003, 15:30:57 UTC
" And if they're at all like Duane, I know I'll never truly be forgiven. And if they are exactly like Duane, they'll continue making fun of me long after this is over."

Alix...I'm not one of your high school buds. I'm not going to take part in your little drama that you yourself caused and just continue to argue about stuff over and over. I've already encouraged others to drop it...so why don't you? I have.

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ex_intheafte504 October 23 2003, 18:12:31 UTC
And that's why I should move to Texas, right? And hurdle cattle? Yeah, that last one made me smirk, Duane.

You're just as high school as anyone else.

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