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This "vacation" feels more like a small chunk of "non-vacation" in the middle of a real vacation. I like... actually go to bed before three and wake up at the crack of dawn. I hate being in my house. I have done nothing but play video games and acoustic guitar really loudly, and read half of "The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe" in like ten minutes. Like seriously. That's all I've done. That and eat an obscene amount of food, because my mother seems to think that I don't eat anymore or something. Tomorrow I plan on playing an obscene amount of DDR. And then. Eating thanksgiving with my mom and brother. and then. probably more of the above. good times. I'm thinking about discarding that whole "emotional connection" idea when i get back to Mercy and just taking advantage of drunk girls. No one else seems to feel bad about it. But I dunno. Drunk people are funny, but not attractive. I learned/finished learning/relearned some songs on my acoustic today. Like "the dress looks nice on you" by sufjan, and "red right ankle" by the decembrists, and "sunrise, sunset" by bright eyes, and "soco amaretto lime" by brand new, and "2:45 am" by elliot smith, and goofy acoustic song that i recently made up. yeah. i had a lot of free time. lots and lots. of free time. i need to learn more real songs so that i can play them for real people so that when real people ask me to play them a song they can be excited by familiar tunes. i also need to learn to sing in front of people. what other songs should I learn?