Aug 05, 2005 23:45
so it is only like eleven fourty five...i am not using numbers b/c it is dark in here, and i can't see them, and i just miss them everytime, and don't want to take extra time...lol...lazy ass....but anywho...it is that time and it feels like so much later.
i was just talking with my RA, and i was told that i am going to be the only RA on my floor. HOLY COW. that means that i will be in 'charge' of like thirty six to fourty people. that carazy. i had suddenly just felt both overwhelmed, exited and scared at the same time. it is like...okay...either he wants to see me fail, or he has a lot of confidence in me...b/c he knows i am not a person who has a lot of time to spare. as part of being an RA, i have to make name tags that go outside the residents door, and i have to double the amount of how many i was origionally oging to make. good thing it is cheap.
today has been a good day. i watched the kids this morning....and then my mom came and we all came up to camp her on sacandoga lake where my siter and her husband met us up here. it was really windy today, but we spent some time down at the water, and it was really warm. hopefully tomorrow will be different and we can go out in a boat ride before i have to go to my softball game.
softball....i have my last softball game tomorrow for this league. it is an all star game...it should be fun...my leg is sort of feeling better, although banging the groceries into it today didn't help it at all...all the feeling i had started to get back, i lost all over again, and now it hurts to walk on it. it is pretty colors....a whole bunch of blues and purples and ugly bruse yellow...and then the part that hurts the most/the part that i can't feel is the part that i can't feel. how weird. none the less, i don't think anything is wrong with it...hurray!
i am tired, and i think i am going to be...hopefully i will be able to sleep unlike i have been able to lately.
good night
stace