Friday Blues
It's a beautiful, sunny Friday, I have off from work, but I am not feeling so well. I took my partner S. and her sister L. to the airport this morning--they are going to North Carolina for the weekend for one of L.'s best friend's wedding. I opted to stay home to save airfare because I do not know this person well and also because she started treating L. differently after she came out, ignores her partner, and proclaims her a sinner, etc. That pissed me off royally because this has hurt L. badly over the last couple of years. Plus, I do not want to support a union of someone who condemns mine, especially when money is tight.
So, I have the house to myself all weekend! I was planning on watching the EE and had been looking forward to watching today all week. But I can't. *pouts*
Buying the EE didn't fit in our budget this week, so I have to wait. Last night I was feeling like a petulant child who can't get her way, even though I know S. is right (we still have gifts to buy). *grumbles* But I wanted it, and it is my weekend to do what I want, and I can't do it! *stomps foot* Damn my sense of fiscal responsiblity! I should have pre-ordered it from Amazon like you other folks before the Christmas crunch. /end of childish self pity rant
*soothes disappointed inner child*
There are lots of other things I can do today besides watch aforementioned DVD, like read, exericse, organize photographs, practice violin (I am a beginner so I prefer there be no one around when I play). But oh, when I got back from the airport at 8:30 (was up at 5), I went back to bed and slept until noon! I am feeling lazy and maybe just want to do nothing today. *brightens* I could just go watch FOTR EE and enjoy....*feels guilty to just relax*
Tomorrow I will spend the day with a dear friend, his mother, grandmother, and partner baking (ack! I hate baking and cooking, but for him I will endure) Christmas cookies and enjoying his company, since I don't get to see him so often.
*scampers off to look at flist before perhaps going for a walk on this mild day*
So, I have the house to myself all weekend! I was planning on watching the EE and had been looking forward to watching today all week. But I can't. *pouts*
Buying the EE didn't fit in our budget this week, so I have to wait. Last night I was feeling like a petulant child who can't get her way, even though I know S. is right (we still have gifts to buy). *grumbles* But I wanted it, and it is my weekend to do what I want, and I can't do it! *stomps foot* Damn my sense of fiscal responsiblity! I should have pre-ordered it from Amazon like you other folks before the Christmas crunch. /end of childish self pity rant
*soothes disappointed inner child*
There are lots of other things I can do today besides watch aforementioned DVD, like read, exericse, organize photographs, practice violin (I am a beginner so I prefer there be no one around when I play). But oh, when I got back from the airport at 8:30 (was up at 5), I went back to bed and slept until noon! I am feeling lazy and maybe just want to do nothing today. *brightens* I could just go watch FOTR EE and enjoy....*feels guilty to just relax*
Tomorrow I will spend the day with a dear friend, his mother, grandmother, and partner baking (ack! I hate baking and cooking, but for him I will endure) Christmas cookies and enjoying his company, since I don't get to see him so often.
*scampers off to look at flist before perhaps going for a walk on this mild day*