Saranghamnida (Songfic)

Jul 20, 2012 20:54

Genre : Romance/fluff
Pairing : Onesided! Siwon/Sungmin (written in Siwon's POV), slight! Kyuhyun/Sungmin
Rating : G
Disclaimer : I do not own the characters but I own the plot
Summary : Have you ever been so deeply in love with someone? And because one or another reason, you just can't be together with that person you love so much. It hurts, that's true. But sometimes, to love is also means to sacrifice, right?

Nabbayo cham geudaeraneun saram
Heorakdo eopsi wae naemam gajyeoyo
Geu dae ddaemune nan himgyeoge salgoman itneun de
Geu daen moreujanayo
(So bad..a person a like you
Why did you take my heart without my permission?
I'm living with so much difficulty
But you don't even know)

It was like yesterday when you smile and introduce yourself to me. Your voice sounds like music to my ears and your smile..gosh! It's the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. And since that day, you, Lee Sungmin, came and without any permission stays forever in my heart.

Alayo naneun aniran geol
Nungiljulmankeum bojalgeot eobdangeol
Daman gaggeumssik geujeo geumiso
Yeogi naegedo nanwojul sun eobnayo
Birok sarangeun anirado
(I know.. that it's not me
That I'm not worthy enough for even a blink of your eye
But sometimes can't you share your smile with me too?
Even if it's not love)

When I saw you together with Kyuhyun the other day, I knew it was too late for me to tell you how much I love you. Eventhough nobody told me that you're dating him but the look in your eyes explained lots of things. How I envy Kyuhyun for having you only for himself!
The sparkling in your eyes when you see Kyuhyun, the joy and laughter that you shared together.. How I wish I was him, the lucky Cho Kyuhyun.

Eonjenga hanbeonjjeumeun dolahbwajugetjyo
Haneopsi dwieseo gidarimyeon
Oneuldo chama motan gaseumsok hanmadi
Geudae saranghamnida
(Please turn back just once sometime
If I wait endlessly like this today
Again it's the one word in my heart that I can't keep inside
I love you)

Days gone by and my feelings for you stays the same. Sometimes you came to me, talking about lots of things, about your ambitions, your dreams, your problems and your sadness. Your relationship wasn't always easy. It breaks my heart even more when you came to me and crying in my arms one night after a big fight with him. His drinking habits and way too much flirting with the girls are the sources of the fights.
I felt my blood boiled inside me. I hug you tight and trying to soothe you with my words. Meanwhile the only thing I wanna do at those moments is to punch him and claiming you as mine. But no, I can't do that because no matter how nasty the fight was, in the end you keep saying that you forgive him and that you still love him.

Eojedo chaeksange eopdeuryeo
Geudael geurida jamdeuleotnabwayo
Nuneul ddeoboni nunmule noga heuteojyeoitdeon
Sirin geudaeireum gwa heotdoen baraembbunin nakseoman
(Yesterday, I layed my head on my desk
And I think I fell asleep grieving for you
When I opened my eyes, the tears had smudged
Your name and hopeless doodles)

My friends keep telling me that I'm just wasting my time with this one sided love situation. They said I should forget you and just get on with my life. But I can't and I won't. I'm devoted to you, Lee Sungmin. My heart, body and soul..only for you. It hurts me so much but if this is what it takes to love you, so be it.

Eonjenga hanbeonjjeumeun dolahbwajugetjyo
Haneopsi dwieseo gidarimyeon
Oneuldo chama motan gaseumsok hanmadi
Geudae saranghamnida
(Please turn back just once sometime
If I wait endlessly like this today
Again it's the one word in my heart that I can't keep inside
I love you)

When the evening comes and the silence surrounding me, I always say a little prayer. Praying that someday, you will open your heart for me and realize just how much I love you. I will never give up because I believe that one day, it will happen and I never lose my faith in you, Lee Sungmin.

Ijen neomunado naege iksukan
Geudae dwitmoseubeul barabomyeo
Heureuneun nunmulcheoreom sorieopneun geumal
Geudae saranghamnida
(As I look at your back image
which I got so used to
I say those silent tear-like words,
I love you)

Until that day will come, I will always here. Waiting patiently only for you. I swear I will always love you, cherish you and protect you with everything I could. I promise I won't make you sad or even shed a single tear. You have no idea how precious you are to me..
Saranghamnida, Lee Sungmin.

~THE END~

kyuhyun, sungmin, wonmin, siwon

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