Everytime (Songfic)
Genre : Romance, slight!angst
Pairing : Kyumin (written in Kyuhyun's POV)
Rating : PG-13
Disclaimer : I do not own the characters in this story
Summary : Will jealousy and misunderstanding ruin their relationship? Is it too late to apologize?
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
I felt my heart pierced by a thorn when I saw you walking with him.
Park Jungsu or Leeteuk as everybody called him, how I hate that man! The way he talk to you, the way he look at you and the way he take your hand and hold it tight, all those things have been successfully boiled my blood. And that's the reason why I punched him right on his face last week and we fought like two wild lions.
You were there, panicked and screaming hard, telling me to stop but at that moment I didn't hear your voice, all I heard is just the devil's voice telling me to hit him as hard as I can.
The next thing I knew is some students pulled us apart from each other. Blood stains everywhere in our face and clothes as we sit in front of the angry principal. I was suspended for one week because I start the fight and that bastard was off the hook. I really wanted to beat him again when I saw him smirked in victory.
But then I saw you outside the principal's office, crying and sobbing even harder when you saw me. You were angry and asked me why I did something idiot like that but I knew deep inside your heart you were worry about me and my wounds as you can't get your eyes off them.
I told you honestly that I did that because I'm jealous and I hate to see you so close with him. I was getting angry and accused you with all my ridiculous thought. Blurted everything out and it made you speechless. Only tears flowing hard from your sad eyes.
You mumbled something, trying to say that you and him are only friends, he's your martial art trainer and nothing's more than that. I screamed in your face, saying that I didn't believe you.
You were in shocked, almost not able to breath properly. You whispered that you still love me but now you need a time off. I was still in anger, approve it without thinking furthermore.
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done..
You seem to move on easy
It was horrible. The days without you by my side, without your laughs, your smiles and your sweet voice talking softly to me. But my stubbornness and my scattered pride keeping myself from running to you and asking for forgiveness. I thought that you got to learn your lesson as well! I keep on thinking why did you give that bastard lots of chance so he's able to get close to you! Huh!! What did he have that I don't have?!
Everybody always say that I'm a very handsome boy, tall, athletic, intelligent and kind.
Money? As the only heir of Cho family, I have a lot. My parents own an export company and two fancy restaurants in Apgujeong. Eventhough my parents are always busy and rarely at home to spend some time with me, I can get everything I want easily.
But besides all those good characters, I knew I'm impatient, stubborn, quick-tempered and possessive.
I watch in disgust as I saw you walking with him yesterday. If you'll choose him than me, so be it! If you thought that he's better than me, well you're wrong!
Eventually I'll laugh at your stupid decision. And who says I can't get another boyfriend?
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
Well, I've tried but my heart refused to let anybody else inside besides you. My sleepless nights are getting worse. No matter what I do, I just can't erase you off my mind and it's killing me.
I'm tormented and torn apart. And it's all because of..me. Why can't I asked you properly, why do I have to take my own bad conclusions and not giving you a chance to explain everything.
Gosh, why am I so stupid?
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
I feel worst than ever when I heard from my bestfriends that you are sick and the fact that you really don't have any special relationship with that boy is turning my world upside down. I bite my lips, feeling guilty and ashamed as well. What am I supposed to do now? I mean, I can run to you and tell you how sorry I am but what if you reject it and really want to break up with me for good?
No! I will fight for my love! No matter what will happen, I'll come to you and tell you that I can't live without you. I love you, Lee Sungmin! I love you with all my heart and soul!
Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small, I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I thank your mother for allowing me to visit you. My heart is aching as I saw you lying weakly in your bed. I sit quietly on the chair next to your bed as I'm watching you sleep.
You look so thin and pale..so fragile. Oh how I want to hold you and never let you go. What have I done to you, baby? I feel tears running down on my cheek. How I wish I can turn back the time and I swear I'll never ever hurt you like this again.
I close my eyes and sobbing quietly. Suddenly I feel something on my arm. I opened my eyes and I saw your arm holding my arm weakly.
"Kyuhyunnie, please don't cry" you whispered to me. And it make me sobbed even more.
I hold your arm and kiss it gently as I try to say that I'm very sorry for all the bad things I've said and done to you. I told you that I love you very much. I beg for your forgiveness and for not leaving me.
I really need you in my life, it's your love that keeping me strong and stay on the right path of life. Without you, I knew I'll lost easily. I knew I'll take the wrong and negative way.
You are the light of my life, Lee Sungmin.
To my surprise, you touch my face and wipe my tears away. You smile softly as you said that you won't leave me because you love me, more than anything else in this world.
I'm totally dumbfounded and I thought that I was dreaming. Can this be the reality? Because it's simply too good to be true.
I guess you knew what I'm thinking because I heard you calling out my name. I looked at you as you smiles beautifully. I kiss your cheek and gently kiss your soft lips. I miss you so much, I heard myself whispered in your ear.
I saw your eyes sparkling and I hug you, stroking your soft hair gently. My heart beat faster when I feel your hands hugging me tight.
"Saranghaeyo, Minnie-ah."
"Saranghaeyo, Kyuhyunnie."
~THE END~
Pfff! This is failed, I know. My first songfic.. at least I've tried ~sighs heavily~
Pairing : Kyumin (written in Kyuhyun's POV)
Rating : PG-13
Disclaimer : I do not own the characters in this story
Summary : Will jealousy and misunderstanding ruin their relationship? Is it too late to apologize?
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
I felt my heart pierced by a thorn when I saw you walking with him.
Park Jungsu or Leeteuk as everybody called him, how I hate that man! The way he talk to you, the way he look at you and the way he take your hand and hold it tight, all those things have been successfully boiled my blood. And that's the reason why I punched him right on his face last week and we fought like two wild lions.
You were there, panicked and screaming hard, telling me to stop but at that moment I didn't hear your voice, all I heard is just the devil's voice telling me to hit him as hard as I can.
The next thing I knew is some students pulled us apart from each other. Blood stains everywhere in our face and clothes as we sit in front of the angry principal. I was suspended for one week because I start the fight and that bastard was off the hook. I really wanted to beat him again when I saw him smirked in victory.
But then I saw you outside the principal's office, crying and sobbing even harder when you saw me. You were angry and asked me why I did something idiot like that but I knew deep inside your heart you were worry about me and my wounds as you can't get your eyes off them.
I told you honestly that I did that because I'm jealous and I hate to see you so close with him. I was getting angry and accused you with all my ridiculous thought. Blurted everything out and it made you speechless. Only tears flowing hard from your sad eyes.
You mumbled something, trying to say that you and him are only friends, he's your martial art trainer and nothing's more than that. I screamed in your face, saying that I didn't believe you.
You were in shocked, almost not able to breath properly. You whispered that you still love me but now you need a time off. I was still in anger, approve it without thinking furthermore.
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done..
You seem to move on easy
It was horrible. The days without you by my side, without your laughs, your smiles and your sweet voice talking softly to me. But my stubbornness and my scattered pride keeping myself from running to you and asking for forgiveness. I thought that you got to learn your lesson as well! I keep on thinking why did you give that bastard lots of chance so he's able to get close to you! Huh!! What did he have that I don't have?!
Everybody always say that I'm a very handsome boy, tall, athletic, intelligent and kind.
Money? As the only heir of Cho family, I have a lot. My parents own an export company and two fancy restaurants in Apgujeong. Eventhough my parents are always busy and rarely at home to spend some time with me, I can get everything I want easily.
But besides all those good characters, I knew I'm impatient, stubborn, quick-tempered and possessive.
I watch in disgust as I saw you walking with him yesterday. If you'll choose him than me, so be it! If you thought that he's better than me, well you're wrong!
Eventually I'll laugh at your stupid decision. And who says I can't get another boyfriend?
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
Well, I've tried but my heart refused to let anybody else inside besides you. My sleepless nights are getting worse. No matter what I do, I just can't erase you off my mind and it's killing me.
I'm tormented and torn apart. And it's all because of..me. Why can't I asked you properly, why do I have to take my own bad conclusions and not giving you a chance to explain everything.
Gosh, why am I so stupid?
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
I feel worst than ever when I heard from my bestfriends that you are sick and the fact that you really don't have any special relationship with that boy is turning my world upside down. I bite my lips, feeling guilty and ashamed as well. What am I supposed to do now? I mean, I can run to you and tell you how sorry I am but what if you reject it and really want to break up with me for good?
No! I will fight for my love! No matter what will happen, I'll come to you and tell you that I can't live without you. I love you, Lee Sungmin! I love you with all my heart and soul!
Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small, I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I thank your mother for allowing me to visit you. My heart is aching as I saw you lying weakly in your bed. I sit quietly on the chair next to your bed as I'm watching you sleep.
You look so thin and pale..so fragile. Oh how I want to hold you and never let you go. What have I done to you, baby? I feel tears running down on my cheek. How I wish I can turn back the time and I swear I'll never ever hurt you like this again.
I close my eyes and sobbing quietly. Suddenly I feel something on my arm. I opened my eyes and I saw your arm holding my arm weakly.
"Kyuhyunnie, please don't cry" you whispered to me. And it make me sobbed even more.
I hold your arm and kiss it gently as I try to say that I'm very sorry for all the bad things I've said and done to you. I told you that I love you very much. I beg for your forgiveness and for not leaving me.
I really need you in my life, it's your love that keeping me strong and stay on the right path of life. Without you, I knew I'll lost easily. I knew I'll take the wrong and negative way.
You are the light of my life, Lee Sungmin.
To my surprise, you touch my face and wipe my tears away. You smile softly as you said that you won't leave me because you love me, more than anything else in this world.
I'm totally dumbfounded and I thought that I was dreaming. Can this be the reality? Because it's simply too good to be true.
I guess you knew what I'm thinking because I heard you calling out my name. I looked at you as you smiles beautifully. I kiss your cheek and gently kiss your soft lips. I miss you so much, I heard myself whispered in your ear.
I saw your eyes sparkling and I hug you, stroking your soft hair gently. My heart beat faster when I feel your hands hugging me tight.
"Saranghaeyo, Minnie-ah."
"Saranghaeyo, Kyuhyunnie."
~THE END~
Pfff! This is failed, I know. My first songfic.. at least I've tried ~sighs heavily~