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So, I was supposed to go to a holiday to Croatia with my friends in a few days, but my mom is throwing a pissy fit all of a sudden because she just found out that one of my friends wears---a jilbāb.
I wanted to write a long entry, but I've got no energy for that anymore... I'll just say that I fucking hate the hate which comes from all homes here, hate towards the other, and intolerance for different, and I fucking hate the war, and I fucking hate to be reminded of it every fucking day...
... I want to go away from here where the youth is being contaminated with hate, I don't want to rear children here, holy shit, please just let me escape...
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.
I hate you all corrupted, hate-infested nationalistic bastards who infest these countries with hostility and extremistic bullshit---so what if she's wearing a jilbab! I love her and she's my friend, I don't fucking care how she dresses, I don't fucking care about your religion, I don't fucking care about your church, I don't fucking care if you care about religion, it's your fucking private thing...
... on reflection, this is a lie.
What a beautiful place this would be if religion was a private thing.
Fuck you all (yes, mom, even you with your fucking hate).
There, I feel better now.
Sorry for all the swearing, I was just venting, don't take it personally, guys.
Edit: I think I should write a fic again, would probaby help me vent too.