sick of it.
Holding on for too long is bad. It prevents us from moving on and accepting that our lives have changed. I have been friends with my high school friends for so long because they have been true and they're consistently awesome people. They don't cancel on me or make up excuses and yada, yada, yada. I met them so easily and when I came to college I expected to meet everybody else "so easily." It didn't turn out that way and now I'm a sophmore in college who hasn't found any people to call friends.
I blame this all on myself. I expected everything to be so easy but it never was because I held on to my life in San Antonio for too long. I was scared. I'm now starting to get over everything I've held on to.
Please don't regard this text as a farewell to everybody in San Antonio and I'm in no way saying that I don't want to be friends with everybody back home anymore. Essentially, I'm not forgetting anybody but I'm ready to move on and live.
I blame this all on myself. I expected everything to be so easy but it never was because I held on to my life in San Antonio for too long. I was scared. I'm now starting to get over everything I've held on to.
Please don't regard this text as a farewell to everybody in San Antonio and I'm in no way saying that I don't want to be friends with everybody back home anymore. Essentially, I'm not forgetting anybody but I'm ready to move on and live.