everyone is sick
Yeah, so everyone is sick, and even though I am pretty much ok... I am still a little bad... So some people worry about me, and I am gland someone cares...but really I just have to deal...
Really I don't even know if I really should be writing in this...but why the hell not... I hope only the people who I care about... i.e. mainly 3N read this... everyone else... I really don't feel as close to... save the very few who shouldn't have to question their standings... I feel better about myself... returned a little bit more to the individualistic me I was in highschool... Too bad I don't feel like doing anything achademic... and I spell like I am a child.
It isn't like my aim doesn't change... my usual routine is breakfast/wait for people to talk to... class... sleep... eat... meeting... fun (if possible)... sleep.... wake up...shower.....
So yeah... I am basically waiting for something or someone exciting to come into my life... but that will be a wait... and I can't seem to have initiative to do anything but whine and sit and smile and be at the places I am supposed to ... but in my room I just sleep and exist...nothing special... it is such a void of timewasting and depression of sorts ... so it is good to have friends and go out with them, which is what I do most of the time. Thanks you all again for helping me out...
So yeah, this will turn into a bitchfest... so please read only if you want to hear me complain about a life that is perfect in comparison to many horrible lives out there...which voids all right for me to whine...but I am good at it, you must admit!
Edit: P.S. I am sick of people who are all about sex... I am just increadibly frustrated about that being core to a relationship... this of course doesn't mean I don't respect those who choose this, it just leaves there less out for me to find!
Really I don't even know if I really should be writing in this...but why the hell not... I hope only the people who I care about... i.e. mainly 3N read this... everyone else... I really don't feel as close to... save the very few who shouldn't have to question their standings... I feel better about myself... returned a little bit more to the individualistic me I was in highschool... Too bad I don't feel like doing anything achademic... and I spell like I am a child.
It isn't like my aim doesn't change... my usual routine is breakfast/wait for people to talk to... class... sleep... eat... meeting... fun (if possible)... sleep.... wake up...shower.....
So yeah... I am basically waiting for something or someone exciting to come into my life... but that will be a wait... and I can't seem to have initiative to do anything but whine and sit and smile and be at the places I am supposed to ... but in my room I just sleep and exist...nothing special... it is such a void of timewasting and depression of sorts ... so it is good to have friends and go out with them, which is what I do most of the time. Thanks you all again for helping me out...
So yeah, this will turn into a bitchfest... so please read only if you want to hear me complain about a life that is perfect in comparison to many horrible lives out there...which voids all right for me to whine...but I am good at it, you must admit!
Edit: P.S. I am sick of people who are all about sex... I am just increadibly frustrated about that being core to a relationship... this of course doesn't mean I don't respect those who choose this, it just leaves there less out for me to find!