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Throughout these days that i have been living on my own, i have developed a realization. Not an epiphany of sorts but more so an observation that i have been trying to make obscure to myself for far to long. As a child i would look at things in nature that do not move and i would see their unwanted solitude. I saw these objects as being lonely. I would always play with these things such as sticks and stones to make them feel like they have a place in this world and are not worthless. If a stone was out of place i would set it next to the others so that it wouldn't be by its self. When a stick should be separate from a tree i would set it next to one.
My realization is that i am a lonely soul. I cant seems to find my place in this world so i try to make others and other things have one. I have to find my place, i just don't know how to. Since i was the one to put other things in an area where i found them to be more comfortable, i think i am waiting for that to happen to me. Life just seems to be such a lonely situation to be a part of. I have found love a couple of times but have lost that. I have found my faith but it seems not to be enough. I found my passion but it is getting less and less fulfilling. I have yet to find my place on earth and i think that is the most important.
My realization is that i am a lonely soul. I cant seems to find my place in this world so i try to make others and other things have one. I have to find my place, i just don't know how to. Since i was the one to put other things in an area where i found them to be more comfortable, i think i am waiting for that to happen to me. Life just seems to be such a lonely situation to be a part of. I have found love a couple of times but have lost that. I have found my faith but it seems not to be enough. I found my passion but it is getting less and less fulfilling. I have yet to find my place on earth and i think that is the most important.