Hm....

May 01, 2006 00:37

Alrite so Wolf hit anddy...
I never thought he would stoop to that level i mean its like having some u admire and repsect so much do something to dissapoint u so greatly that u lose all respect for them and never wanna hear from them again after the incident i was just total shit i almost fainted from smoking a cig to fast and on top of that i almost got hit by a car if it wasnt for wolf it would have happened maybe i wish it would have...i know thats not the answer but meh it happens

Mickey inspired me so much that day to actually get my life together stop eating shit like those stupid mother fucker 20 something years old thinking there bad asses cause they can scare stupid lil kids fuck that i cant wait till something real hits them straight in the face.

Wolf: i really dont noe what to do i mean i hate the fact that i can love and hate someone so much at the same time i mean fuck i say goodbye for good but i cant bring myself to block him or not call him or think about him i love this kid and i cant live w/o him for now at least i really want us to work but shit were just complete opposites and we've been thru so much to throw it all away now but how can u expect me to be with some who i dont respect i mean sure i fucked up but why make another mistake to solve one that already happened what happened that nite was pointless and i ever want to think about it again nor will i ever repeat that same mistake again

I guess we'll see if i have a strong enough will power to make somebody of myself or ill just end up rotting like the other assholes in main st *sigh* no point in saying life sux because u make ur own destiny and rite now i dont noe what path to take and im not sure i can do it on my own im not even sure if i have freinds to even consider asking for help everyone is so fake around here and im no better well at least i blend in i pose =\ theres 3 weeks left of skewl wether i go back we'll see wether i make it to august 1st no one noes.
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