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Have you ever been really unhappy, and you have to put up a front in front of everybody because you dont want people to know well guess what that what i am doing and i am tired of it. I am not happy, i know why but nobody else does. Dont get me wrong i have alot of fun but at the end of the day i still remember what is wrong with me and why i am so unhappy. I dont want to tell anybody about it so i will just write down my feelings here. Its not boy problems i have to many of them sucking my balls right now. Its my inner self and i dont know what to do. I hate myself sometimes, i dont know i just want to give up sometimes you know. I want things that are far from reach, i know i probley dont make sence but to me it does. There is so much that i feel that i cant express. Thats it