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[mykenzi]

i went to church last night
with hannah, jeremy, and jason
i really enjoyed the speaker
i actually listened
it was hard not too
this guy was amazing
really he was
it just makes me mad, because if i knew i would hear something like this guy every sunday
i would go to church
but around here all you have
are dry churches
who just want to get there
make an apperance
or they want to wear their new outfit
and talk about everyone else there
and the preachers do what the church wants
they get up there speak
don't get through to anyone
and make sure they are done by the time church is supposed to let out
and i hate that

we were eating pizza and getting ready to play twister
when mom shows up
and i went home
she was mad that i didn't call her
we got into a huge fight
i cried so much my face and eyes were swollen
then i drove us to campbellsville
and we rode around
just to get out of the house

i have just felt really drained this weekend
and it sucks
i don't know why or what it is
but it sucks

and i hate school
i hate my classes
but hopefully i'll get over that

but it's now 11:43
and i have to go to work