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well i guess i'll update this bitch
since i haven't in a while
or well it seems like it's been a while
considering i used to update like
every day
some times more than once a day
it just seems like it's more of a hassel
when i actually used to enjoy it
i just don't have much to say anymore
or i just have so much to say
and i don't feel like typing it
i got home from wal mart like an hour and a half ago
i went and got something for my mom
because i came home from work to find her crying
for no reason
so she says
she said she didn't know why she was crying
but she did
i don't know
so i got her a really pretty picture frame because she loves
picture frames
diary of a man black woman
which was kind of a present for the both of us
i love that movie
also
some pajama pants
and a card
and all of that was 40 dollars
we saw blake and shella and josh there
and then niki came
we sat outside and talked to them for a little while
and then i got some krystals
came home
and threw them up
and then i got on here
oh and well of course i worked today
and went swimming with cody and bethany out at her dads
yesterday me stevie cody and bethany went out there
we had fun
i love being around them
jordan is ahead on his painting job
he actually had faith in me
and let me paint some
the other night paul and chad came over
jordan told them all my embarrassing stories
we had fun
i went to the fair alot last week
i remember i used to look so forward to the fair
i would be making plans to go a month before school got out
and now it's nothing really
just a place to socialize
it's funny how your priorities change once you get older
how things that used to seem so important to you
aren't so important anymore
you have bigger things to worry about
sometimes i just wish i was about 4 again
and all i had to worry about was learning how to tie my shoe laces
i need to get God back into my life
i always seem to shrug religion off
when i finally think i have my head above water with the whole situation
right now i feel like i'm drowning
i'm actually off work on sundayfirst sunday i have been off of work in like 2 months
so i'm going to go
hopefully that will make me feel better
i like sundays
just something about getting up and getting ready and being there
and then eating lunch afterwards
of course
and then just lounging around for the rest of the afternoon
it's just peaceful
oh and i watched a really good movie the other day
a movie i had had forever and never did watch
they watched it the other night at chads and said it was really good
CLOSER
and indeed it was really good
i watched part of it again before i went to work
and i believe that is enough for now
signing off
lauren
since i haven't in a while
or well it seems like it's been a while
considering i used to update like
every day
some times more than once a day
it just seems like it's more of a hassel
when i actually used to enjoy it
i just don't have much to say anymore
or i just have so much to say
and i don't feel like typing it
i got home from wal mart like an hour and a half ago
i went and got something for my mom
because i came home from work to find her crying
for no reason
so she says
she said she didn't know why she was crying
but she did
i don't know
so i got her a really pretty picture frame because she loves
picture frames
diary of a man black woman
which was kind of a present for the both of us
i love that movie
also
some pajama pants
and a card
and all of that was 40 dollars
we saw blake and shella and josh there
and then niki came
we sat outside and talked to them for a little while
and then i got some krystals
came home
and threw them up
and then i got on here
oh and well of course i worked today
and went swimming with cody and bethany out at her dads
yesterday me stevie cody and bethany went out there
we had fun
i love being around them
jordan is ahead on his painting job
he actually had faith in me
and let me paint some
the other night paul and chad came over
jordan told them all my embarrassing stories
we had fun
i went to the fair alot last week
i remember i used to look so forward to the fair
i would be making plans to go a month before school got out
and now it's nothing really
just a place to socialize
it's funny how your priorities change once you get older
how things that used to seem so important to you
aren't so important anymore
you have bigger things to worry about
sometimes i just wish i was about 4 again
and all i had to worry about was learning how to tie my shoe laces
i need to get God back into my life
i always seem to shrug religion off
when i finally think i have my head above water with the whole situation
right now i feel like i'm drowning
i'm actually off work on sundayfirst sunday i have been off of work in like 2 months
so i'm going to go
hopefully that will make me feel better
i like sundays
just something about getting up and getting ready and being there
and then eating lunch afterwards
of course
and then just lounging around for the rest of the afternoon
it's just peaceful
oh and i watched a really good movie the other day
a movie i had had forever and never did watch
they watched it the other night at chads and said it was really good
CLOSER
and indeed it was really good
i watched part of it again before i went to work
and i believe that is enough for now
signing off
lauren